blog # 10
Deciding to sign up for the HPCTL program at UBC happened to me when I was between Coaching jobs. I did not have my own team to apply the knowledge I was gaining over the summer and fall of 2020 and was frustrated that the knowledge and assignments I suppose to complete and show some evidence, were not possible. The hypothetical application of knowledge to a non-existent team did not make any sense to me.
I was South Ontario Men’s Head coach for 3 seasons. We had great success from a participation point of view but needed high-performance results to qualify to the Ontario Ski Team. Coaching stability and leadership changes at the PSO level derailed the developmental strategy that we agreed upon to follow and execute.
First time in a long time, Alpine skiing was my only profession and I wanted to make our team very competitive and create an environment where athletes can focus on academics and athletics equally. I needed freedom to develop well-balanced athletes as I strongly believe the mental balance was directly related to academic and athletic activities.
Starting a new pathway had its own challenges as I was between two projects who might have been a great success and a big failure.
The first project was to form a team of graduating NCAA high-performance athletes and give them an opportunity to qualify for the national team. As a usual challenge, money and the financial structure of this team did not work and the 3 men and the 2-woman team went in different directions.
The second project was related to the new-formed U19 FIS team based at Craigleith ski club. I was asked to join as men’s head coach and my supervisor would take care of women and para skiers as well.
This idea did not last as I hoped, and my supervisor resigned just before ski season was supposed to start.
So, I took the responsibility for the team and started speeding up the process of finding keen coaches to help me manage and coach the group of 18 athletes.
It was right in the middle of the pandemic and was a difficult time to do anything as a team. We managed quite well, took a calculated risk, organized the camps, and squeezed out of season as much as we could. We had some reasonably good results for their own age groups. Considering what we went through and how we finished the season every coach would be happy with the outcome.
I was not.
I knew that we could be much better than what we delivered. I knew that athletes could do more than what they showed. I learned that we need to give them good reasons why they should continue ski race while still in the school. I felt the Covid challenge will show us who the real athletes are, and who really want to continue improving academically and athletically.
I learned that pandemic was very tough on athletes, parents, coaches, the club, the administration, and our leadership. Following the rules was essential and despite some issues, we were disciplined and did not cause any safety concerns or risks to our club.
What we needed from that group was the commitment to our program. The majority of athletes enjoy the training and racing but only four wanted to improve and continue ski race after grade 12 graduation.
In a meantime, HPCTL assignment deadlines were approaching and passing. My frustration on the slopes, team performance, Covid situation, and late assignments affected me to the point that I need to drop Kin 586 and Kin597 and focus on Kin515 and Kin585 completion.
As an academic beginner in the HPCTLS program, I had so many ideas in my head but could not put those ideas into words and explain what gap analysis of my team is, what YTP for my team suppose to look, how to lead Covid affected team, how to apply all HPCTL ideas to my team.
Action based, Evidence-based, Reflection direction of my sport kept me occupied but I was blog-less and assignment-less for the majority of the 2020/21 season.
Kin 515 assignments took a lot of energy out of me as I did not meet the objectives. My frustration was rising, and I lost my fate that I won’t be able to meet the minimum requirement of passing the course. I was not able to establish good communication with Andy as my assignment’s evaluation feedback went unnoticed.
What I kept doing in all assignments was voicing my opinion. Andy kept telling us/me that he is interested in ‘EVIDENCE’. I kept thinking, I have a lot of experience, I have seen the gaps, but I never presented evidence. My opinion means nothing if I do not have evidence. So, after one year of my internal battle, I finally realize that I need to present the “EVIDENCE”
So, having my own team who kept growing, I was able to apply HPCTL knowledge to every athlete, coach, parents, management, club leadership, and PSO as well.
One big discovery was in KIN586 to learn about myself, my leadership style, and my core values. I learned about goal setting approach (SMART) for my athletes and coaches. I learned how to prepare athletes for peak performance by changing the focus, routine, breathing, self-talk, and visualization.
I designed YTP for my team keeping in mind that these athletes will continue ski racing after high school graduation. I applied knowledge from KIN 585 and designed a detailed mesocycle program that will last at least 2 full ski seasons.
Then, blogs challenges never learned how to do and present properly. I was following blogs closely but did not read/comment on all of them. I was not sure if anyone is interested in my opinion as I learned “Evidence” is the way to go, not opinion.
I realized all of the blogs are so thoughtful, and impactful and many ideas, challenges, and solutions are applicable to my sport. I have read many blogs after and made the comment on some of them. I learned about issues across all the sports. I learned about the challenges every sport faces. I adopted some great exercises for Alpine skiing and will continue to do so in near future.
Kin597 Practicum presentation was another challenge. Deadlines for a few assignments pushed me to be well prepared for the panel presentation. Yes, I completed all prerequisites for the presentation. I went through all of my assignments and pulled out the Alpine skiing gap analysis I researched last year. I was happy to see that my analysis was correct and to the point. My prediction and the future of the Alpine Canada team were correct as the analysis was “Evidence” based on many charts and diagrams that proved the work ski community did well or missed some developmental tasks in the last 12 years.
I used Kin 585 YTP data to design my own Fis Team program. I used Kin 586 for coaches’ and athletes’ development, and I learned that Kin597 is pulling in all research together into one final well-designed program and portfolio.
The practicum presentation gave me new energy to continue the Master of Coaching program as I thought that my academic journey may come to end.
I feel very good about what I accomplished so far but I am more excited to learn what is next, and what new I can learn and share with my athletes, coaches, the club, PSO, and NSO.
Looking forward to the new academic chapter
