Teaching Reflection: Week 2 (soccer)
Compared to the first week, I am starting to feel more connected physically, mentally and emotionally to the immense concept of my practicum experience. I feel more in sync with my students, my SA & FA, VP, principal and other school staff as well as my fellow colleagues who have a shared experience in the school. Taking time and making room for establishing relationships has really helped me to feel more settled in to the whole practicum experience. I am grateful I have received so much encouragement and support from everyone in the school. Some of their words of affirmation was really warm and powerful as I remind myself of my own attributes not just focusing on what I felt didn’t go well. I am constantly keeping a positive and cheerful check-in with myself throughout the days to ensure I am showing my students, and parents the best and professional side of myself.
My father left for family emergency to Taiwan as of Friday evening, and will not return till June 3rd, which is the last day of my practicum due to family obligation. I have been quite dependent on my father for the sense of safety and security. His absence will give me an opportunity to step it up in terms of taking on more responsibilities. I am sure I will realize how grateful I am to have him around! I will be taking care of the house, front/back yard, getting myself to and from school early, and just the day to day errands on top of my own teaching preparation. I will make sure I use my weekend efficiently to prep for the coming weeks in advance so I won’t feel frazzled during the weekdays. In terms of emotional security around my house, I will be visiting my UBC counselor once per month to do a check-in. I will ensure my teaching preparation is already on my SA’s table to go before I leave the school for my appointment. I have notified both my SA & FA about this.
In terms of teaching this week, I felt my first gym soccer lesson didn’t go as well as I had imagined. There were multiple problems, for example, taking too much time to get all my students partnered up, lining formation for activities, repeating my instructions too often, and the closing game at the end was quite out of control in terms of having to repeatedly remind them of the rules especially with their energy so high. If I were to change things around, I would perhaps have cones set up the next time they do soccer drills for a more efficient grouping and lining up. I am working on not repeating my instructions. I am doing better at it in the classroom lessons, and I should translate that in the gym setting as well. I think the reason why I repeated my instructions was because I wanted to ensure all my students were actively participating and knowing what to do. I am learning that reminders are not always a positive thing, as it may hinder my student’s growth of paying attention and developing their skills of focusing. My FA & SA have pointed out to me, if students know I will be repeating instructions later, they will learn quickly and possibly will adapt to the idea that they don’t have necessary have to pay attention the first time around. The good news is the second time around my soccer gym lesson addressed with modification yielded a much better teaching and learning result for both my students and I! I was able to form the students into pairs and passing them soccer balls more efficiently, the transition was cleaner in terms of instruction giving. We learned simple soccer rules and even did a mini soccer game at the end! If the weather is nice, I will continue my soccer lessons outside as we don’t have access to the gym for the next 2 weeks or so for mural painting.
I am really looking forward to my planting theme next week! I brought all my students’ plants home over the weekend to ensure a speedier growth with sun exposure! Hopefully the weather holds out the coming week! It will be a busy week to come with Vaisakhi celebration!