Consequences, Consequences

Today my FA observed me teach the ceramics class.  I typically have trouble getting through to this group of students so naturally I was worried about my observation.  I wanted to teach well but I also wanted to be relaxed while I teach.  She called it a “performance” much like myself.  I was going to have the students gather into groups that I assigned randomly, and encourage them to share their shoes with the group.  The point of the exercise was to talk to each other about their design and development process.

The biggest difficulty I found with this is how quickly their conversations would go.  They would describe it in a couple of sentences and call it a day.  I guess I am used to the discussions that take place in university where people can elaborate for a long time.  I forget that they are not used to these sort of discussions and are probably uncomfortable in sharing.  Perhaps their ideas are there but they haven’t learned to articulate them.  I am hoping that with more class discussions, they can feel comfortable.

Another barrier to the presentation was that my classroom is not presentation friendly.  It is very long and often times, when I present, there are many students who sit in the far back who can barely see the projector.  Unfortunately, this is the set up of the room and cannot be helped.  For more formal presentations, I think I will have to address this by moving the tables aside and creating a round circle with the chairs.

During the debrief with my SA, she used the word “consequences” many times.  I need to enforce my consequences on my students so they don’t keep acting out or taking advantage of my generosity.  For instance, many students lost their concept sheets that they were supposed to hand in and I kept handing them out again.  My SA said that I should come up with a plan to make sure they KEEP their sheets or else face negative consequences for losing them.  One suggestion is that I tell the class that they only get 1 handout and no more.  If you lose it, you will have to copy a friend’s sheet.  No ifs, ands, or buts.  I agree with this because photocopying all those sheets is a huge use of paper.

The other problem I am having is how to deal with smart aleck students.  I had one in particular who would respond to my questions with “I don’t know” and roll his eyes and use sarcasm as a way to alleviate the challenging questions I would pose.  It really frustrated me to see how he was undermining my authority and my intentions for him to learn.  I’m not sure what to do but I think I will continue to just encourage him to think about his art and to mark him accordingly to the work he actually produces.  I can only push so much.

I also began marking this week.  It takes a LONG time!  I can’t imagine marking academic papers.  I marked the concept sheets based off my rubric I created.  Most students did very well except for a couple who I knew rushed it.  They deserve the low mark.  I have the rubric to back me up.

Grouping the Students

Surprisingly, group dynamics play a huge role in determining the success of the class discussion.  I battled with how I would approach the group discussion today.  I decided that at the end of the day, the kids would be more comfortable with their group of friends.  For one, many refuse to get out of their bums to move and secondly, they are more likely to talk to people they are comfortable with.  The problem here however, is that certain groups of friends are generally more talkative or less talkative than others.  I encountered this very problem today when I reached the group of ELL students.  I knew they always sat together and I knew they were not big talkers.  They did not pay attention most of the time in class either.  I think their greatest fear is that they don’t think they could speak English.  However, judging from their writing, their comprehension of the language seems fine.  Granted, it is more difficult to speak sometimes than it is to write.  I do understand that part in learning a new language.

Despite this, I continued to pressure this group to give an answer.  I remember what it was like to be in that situation.  I hated it.  I hated it because I was often too shy to speak.  Not because I didn’t know the answer.  I was also too afraid to say the wrong answer or say something stupid.  I do feel badly for the students who are struggling in class due to language barriers, but I am really trying to find a way to help them.  I know that their understanding of English is far from perfect, but it is adequate.  Adequate enough to participate in a class discussion and to complete the concept worksheet.  I don’t want to come off as a teacher that is insensitive to my students.  I attempted to mix in a native English speaker to their groups many times and this native English speaker always ends up being the talker.  I don’t even know if the group even talked at all!  This is the frustrating part about class engagement.  Do I continue to push for entire class participation at the expense of precious time I could be using to teach new material?  At this point in my practicum and my career, I feel like I need to find a balance.  I must get through my material but I also must address the issue of class engagement.  I realize now that many students in my art classes are there because they were forced into it.  Many also sign up for this class to “slack off”.  I don’t appreciate this and they certainly don’t appreciate me trying to make it academic.  But this is my job and my true intentions as a teacher.  I don’t want art class to be the “easy” class.  I do want it to be enjoyable and educational at the same time.  If I let a couple things slide, it would look bad on me during an observation.  If I tried to catch everything that goes wrong during class, I would be unable to teach anything.  So what is it then?  What must I focus my attention on?  I think that truthfully, I will be unable to catch all of the students who aren’t paying attention, no matter how interesting the subject is.  I have come to accept that I need to find a fine balance between WHAT I have to deliver that day and WHO must absolutely pay attention to the material that I am teaching.  Walking around the class certainly helps.  They tend to put down their phones and start to “look up” once you have graced their presence.