Greenest City: Not so sustainable now, is it?

Geography has really taught me something crazy this semester – something that’s made me question what I want and the way I see the world. And I love that. So to Professor Elvin Wyly, if you ever read this, thank you for an eye-opening and redefining semester.

Urban Geography was by no means simple to define. This is something that I’ve learned quite well over the last semester. However, it seems like hardly anyone knows how to define it. And that’s okay. From what I’ve gathered, it’s the study of cities, how and why they came it be and how cities have developed societies and vise-versa (mind-city feedback) and what connects cities over time and over space. Sounds easy?

So here I am, taking this course because I thought cities were obviously a solution to becoming more sustainable. It had to be, right? People are closer together, there’s liveliness and density and community. We use less cars, we share ideas, we can consolidate our resources – it’s all great and sustainable, right? Turns out, as my final paper describes, things are not so simple.

I was looking for a solution to how cities can create sustainable changes. What I found, was something much more compelling, complex and real.

Cover Page for my final paper in GEOG350

 

The old mantra “think globally, act locally,” is pretty silly.

-Edward Glaeser, author of Triumph of the City

This, I’ve learned to appreciate to be true. In GRS, we have to keep in mind that our local actions have global impacts. What we do affects someone, somewhere else. In writing my final term paper, this is also what I’ve discovered, is lacking when cities begin to plan for “sustainable development”.

For example, let’s take Vancouver. We live in this beautifully blessed city where nature is both our front yard and our back yard. As Vancouverites, we think we’re pretty sustainable, right? Our government is leading the way with the Greenest Action 2020 Plan, we want Zero-Waste and Climate Action and investing in sustainable food sources, Eco-Density, and the list goes on and on and on.

And I’m not denying that these efforts are making a difference. Especially when we take into account the social benefits that come with promoting these ideas, adopting it in everyday practice and educating current and future on their importance. However, cities are tied, almost always, with the ideas of economic prosperity and growth. And this discourse most definitely has not disappeared from the plans for sustainable city development. In fact, it becomes an integral part of the notion of being sustainable. I think, personally, it’s to counteract the olden day notion that sustainability isn’t profitable – that we must sacrifice economic growth for ecological prosperity. Sustainable development plans in many cities, Vancouver’s included, are compelled to sell the world on these plans.

One may ask: why? Why do they need to “sell” their development plans? And we go back to this relation of local and global. We live in a world where our economies are interconnected – we are globalized. Delving into some of the discourse in Vancouver’s Greenest City Action Plan, we begin to see a pattern emerging. It talks much of economic prosperity by creating green spaces, investing in high density, green buildings and green development, as well as becoming a “mecca for green enterprise.” And again, I am not denying that the initiatives planned are NOT sustainable. But we must look at some compelling facts:

When cities create green spaces and green buildings, they are inviting global investors to develop these projects. For example, Concord Pacific began as Chinese investment in Vancouver’s real estate market. Furthermore, “beautifying” the city with natural capital and increased housing is also a marketing tool to attract businesses, immigrants and tourists alike. For one, the city will become a beautiful place to do business. For others, it will be a beautiful place to visit or live in. In all cases, the Vancouver economy will benefit and the city becomes more sustainable in the process.

It’s all great, right?

Let’s look at the flipside. These actions are benefitting Vancouver and those who live here – there’s a carbon footprint that is not consumed by us. But we shouldn’t forget that nevertheless, there are carbon emissions being created by these actions. Increased flights from increased business and tourism will inevitably increase carbon emissions. This is a result of attracting people to the city.

When we build residences, however dense, we are not only inviting the investors to develop, but the global chain of resources connected with our city that is needed to build these homes.

Lastly, when we build more dense, greener homes, and create an urban environment that increases both the supply and the demand of homes within Vancouver – we will force those who can no longer afford these homes to the edges in the suburbs. All the while, we are focused on the locality of Vancouver; creating jobs and homes within the city and ignoring the effects of expanding suburbs, increased transportation and home maintenance costs, and the eventual carbon footprint that is incurred because of it.

The point of this post is to say that sustainability is not one sided. Sustainable development plans for cities are well-intentioned if not poorly measured. There isn’t one solution or even a simple solution. But in looking for an answer to sustainable cities, through Intro to Urban Geography, I’ve actually found a paradox.

Our actions to create sustainable cities, to sell people on the idea of sustainability, may be the very actions that are, indeed, creating less-sustainable effects and outcomes.

Coming to this realization was rewarding, if not a bit saddening. Personally, I believe that focusing on optimistic and positive qualities of sustainability are those that bring about true changes on the general public. It’s about invoking a feeling of accomplishment and of goodness. I don’t know completely what I feel about this discovery. But I am hoping it won’t make me too critical or too cynical about the world around me.

Is it really that different, 227km away?

On the Global Washington Conference

It’s 5:10pm, and we’re walking to the parkade beside SWING space. Piling into the car, we’re off to the border!

What happens when six GRSers are stuck in a car?

What happens when six GRSers are stuck in a car? Some rambunctious conversation! The topics range from our studies, to why we applied to the conference, our views on development experiences, the implications of voluntourism, American and Canadian politics, CETA, pipelines…you name it, I’m sure we touched on it.

Finally, after a fight with rush hour and an interesting delay at the border, we arrive in Seattle in one piece and pile into the hotel. We decide to go out and bond some more, ending up at an Irish bar. It’s almost empty on a Tuesday night, but we all hoot and holler until Alana gets on stage with the live singer to sing a duet to “Hallelujuah”! She’s so talented! Again, our conversations spin around many diverse topics in the short hour that we are there. Alex wants to go on exchange in California, Jun runs a NGO, Hayley and Alana are interested in global health and nutrition. Helen worked on a farm with 63 cows in the summer. Everyone had such amazing stories to tell! Too soon, we are returning back to the hotel for the night.

from Instagram @collync

A few hours later, it’s 6am and we’re awake, already preparing for the 7:30am conference start. Right on time, we arrive at Seattle’s Bell Harbour Conference Centre. It’s so beautiful! Seattle’s waterfront reminds me a lot of Vancouver’s Coal Harbour. We arrive – finally we gain access to some caffeine. Before the keynotes begin to speak, I notice just how large the conference is. There are so many people from all different NGOs, investment companies and community organizations. I wonder where the day will take me…

 

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The day is over and I’m left in a sense of greater conflict than that of which I began. The story I draw from today is that of conflict. It began with the opening keynote, Deo Niyizonkiza. He’s from Burundi, almost a sister city to Rwanda. He speaks of how development has changed Rwanda, but Burundi is a perfect example of a place untouched by development and is falling behind. This is where his organization, Village Health Network, intervenes. He speaks of how he works with the people, asking “how can we work together to help the community to improve health?” I agree, but then I am focused on the language he uses when he says, “people come to the health centre and call it America. It’s so beautiful.” I’m unsettled. In class, we learn not to impose Westernized ideals to the local context. Is it strange that this man, from Burundi, creating sustainable changes within that community, speaks as so?

“…people come to the health centre and call it America. It’s so beautiful.”

The keynote is followed by a discussion with the CEO of Mercy Corps. He speaks about how  “cash is king” and how we must “empower them to be the agents of their own recovery”. He speaks about how “we must enable them” and “we ensure there’s someone to manage projects” and figure out what is “economically measurable.” I find his answers too vague at the time. When it comes time to submit questions, I write: “who is involved in the creation of project ideas? Can you give an example?” Surprisingly, the question is picked! And his answer? He surmises that the greatest projects are those that come from the people – they are invested and have local ownership of the project in order to sustain itself. The discourse is conflicting! I end the session not knowing what my impression is.

This conflicting dialogue between “we and them” and the idea of community empowerment continue throughout the day. Some sessions were nothing short of inspiring. Partners Asia discussed that one of the key foundations and challenges of development is learning to let go of control and listen to what the locals care about. As they articulated, it’s about:

“Putting the Last First” and “Putting the First Last.”

We are always failing with development, but we must “fail forward”. We often come up short trying to truly listen and let go of control. It’s difficult and challenging – but this is the nature of development. This is in line with what I feel I’m learning. Then there is a section for two-minute pitches, where organizations basically sell their development products or projects. Again, I see conflict in my observations: there is a deep dependency between the private sector and NGOs. But as much as there is economic imperative in this sector, there is also heart.

Development can happen anywhere. In the breakout session on Global Development through sports, Seattle’s major sports team spoke of how to leverage the player’s influence to create positive changes in the community. The players were dedicated volunteers to their community, supporting large causes that are, indeed, important and most definitely influence citizens. This part was much lighter for my train of thought, though not without its qualms. It’s more in tune with where my interests lie, which is local development in urban centres. I thought it would have been interesting if they had also opened the table to talk about youth nutrition and health in Seattle, inviting both the sports teams and food/nutrition educators of Seattle.

My last session in Monitoring and Evaluation brought about conflict again. There is a huge push for non-profits to produce tangible results to show donors that their initiatives have impacts. This is an issue since it’s costly, and not all non-profits have the resources to perform them. Researcher Kentaro Toyama from UC Berkeley noted that “some evidence is better than none.” This was profound to me, as this issue seems to swarm around non-profits, putting pressure on them to produce results. To me, it seems it could lead to biased or poorly executed M&E’s, such of which I’ve observed in my FRE490 class. This was further emphasized in the closing keynote. In what the speaker called “Occupy Charity”, he noted that 1% of charities in the USA get 86% of the donations on a yearly basis.

So where does that leave me? Admist the discourse in line and unaligned to my views, I had to force myself to take a step back. Sometimes education has made me too critical of other views; perhaps it has made me ignorant. I learn that in development we should stand back and listen and be open, and yet I was not being open during some of these sessions. I caught myself several times, having to remind myself that there is no right way to development. That is a take away message. There are some basics, but everyone is still learning and everyone has something to share.

Ironically, I find that our lunchtime keynote inspired me most with his words. Ironic, because his keynote, which was less than thrilling to listen to – focused a lot on how we need to be the grassroots leaders while playing the political game. In our discussion in the car, we described this as the “superficial veil” around development. We’re dependent on economic returns, statistics, and evidence to create a marketing tool. This in turn is to convince the right people of what the “right thing” to do actually is. While in the long run, we have to keep in mind there is a heart and soul in development that we should truly remember. Those in development are likely not in it for fame or fortune. And they (and I) embody this statement:

“My life belongs to the whole community…Life is no “brief candle” to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment; and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations” – George Bernard Shaw

7pm and we’re back on the road heading home. Laptops are out and this time we’re more comfortable, chatting away and reflecting on the day. The best part about this trip has been meeting everyone else and getting a chance to discuss things we would never normally have a chance to discuss. We’re a group of very different people, but we still found plenty in common (and not so in common) to talk about. If anything, I wish we had more opportunity to do that through GRS!

Be legen – wait for it!

Who would have ever thought that How I Met Your Mother’s most hysterical character would be so wise?

His go-to line: “it’s going to be legendary!”

I was feeling kind of down, and one of my best friends quoted him today to cheer me up. Which is just positive reinforcement of the idea that I am who I want to be. He said “Barney said something that I really agree with:

When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story.”

Which is, really, all you ever need to keep in mind. We can all get bogged down by unhappy things – and that’s okay. But it’s also important to remember that you can change that. You are in charge of how you deal with your emotions. Most of the time, we can’t stop our feeling a certain way – but we can try and focus on how we get by.

Abraham Lincoln got it right, too.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.”

So here’s to making ourselves happy, creating our own luck, and always remembering that we have to believe it to achieve it (my personal mantra, most of the time).

So back to being legendary. I have to believe I am. I have to embody it. I have to just be everything I want to be. I have to let it seep into my soul and intertwine with my DNA and just live it.

I think we all do.

Same title, new responsibilities?

For awhile now, I’ve felt stagnant. What am I doing? I’ve been the New SUB Sustainability Coordinator for the AMS since October and recently signed on for a new term.

And I can list off some of the projects that I’ve been working on implementing.

Solid Waste Accounting – we’ve completed the research, now is time for ensuring it’s presence for years to come in the building. Buying the technology, ensuring it’s proper operation, integrating it into our building monitoring system. This is proving to be the most time-sensitive issue as it’s idea coming late into the game. This will most definitely be important for waste reduction in the future.

Eco-to-Go Program – research portion is also completed. Now is time for it’s official acceptance into the New SUB/AMS food and beverage facilities. This is a program geared towards reducing container wastage. Students can pay a $5 deposit for a lunchbox/container that they can use in participating food outlets. These outlets will accept dirty containers or your membership card and serve your food in a new, clean container. It will be a huge asset in AMS’s operations and I hope to see it through!

The Palate Restaurant – concept restaurant for the AMS – can a outlet be viable if it does not make containers or cutlery available at all? Research from an LFS 450 group has been completed and we are in a review phase.

Sustainability Atrium, Pocket Lounge, Wall Art – Two projects from Applied Science have received funding and I am very excited to seem them implemented! We are also initiating several SEEDS project on “sustainable art” that will measure about 9ft by 9ft. These projects are also very exciting as the student groups will have a lot of artistic freedom to express their interpretation of “sustainability”.

However, for this second term, I really want to own it. I spent the majority of my term learning, settling and finishing from my predecessors. But I want to put my own personal touch to this position. To this building!

But I feel like I should be inspired. I feel like I am going through the motions. How can I get bored with a position that I want to make my life into?!?

I talked to a friend, who graduated from UBC in History last summer. He always likes to reassure me that no matter where I go with my degree, it’s who I am and my experiences that matter. And I should never lose sight of the opportunity I have right in front of me. He told me something that I feel everyone should know.

Don’t let yourself get bored. If it’s something you love, go get it. If you’re getting too comfortable, find every way you can to get uncomfortable. You aren’t driven if you aren’t uncomfortable. You’re not striving if you’re not uncomfortable. Get comfortable with the idea of being uncomfortable.

Because at the end of the day, it’s up to you. To do the work that you want to do. To take the opportunity that is in front of you and make it worth it.

And I want it. I want it so much – I want to work every day to get better at it. To do better at this thing that I feel so in over my head with. Because it’s okay. It should motivate me. That’s what this is about. Being over my head and climbing that cliff to get over it.

That’s what my life is about – what sustainability is about.

It’s about constantly, relentlessly, persistently striving to be better. To be more sustainable.

I end with two things written on my white board at work.

“At the heart of sustainability is innovation.” I tell myself this every day. Because if we’re not trying, we’re not getting better. We aren’t going to achieve the “impossible” of today.

“Persistence is key.” Left to me from my predecessor, Andy Longhurst. His words of wisdom. And I thank him every day for it. When it comes to this, if I want to make this my life, this is the key. Never stop pushing for the better. Because sooner or later, they’ll have to meet you there.

 

 

SEEDS Project for the Summer

I’m looking into doing a Social Ecological Economic Development Studies (SEEDS) project in the summer. I think mainly I want to focus on a successful building monitoring system for the New Student Union Building (SUB). I have been looking for a project that I feel like I could put my heart researching into…and I think this might be it.

The building monitoring system not only will help track metrics for the AMS Lighter Footprint Strategy, but also have a user interface component meant to promote behaviour change for those who walk into the building and use the building on a daily basis. This is the part I’m most excited for.

Regenerative sustainability…it’s about positive motivation, right? Instead of doing less bad, how do we all do more good? How do we do this correctly? What is the best way?

Can this be an ongoing project for the New SUB? I don’t know if this is possible, but I hope so.

In one of the sustainability themed pocket lounges, there’s going to be a huge screen that students can interact with. Touch screen. Click on certain metrics to read more into certain parts of the building. In addition, there will be E-signage displayed across the building.

Some things I dream about: if in real time, we know how much water is being saved, compost is being utilized, waste is being reduced by the building – can these facts change behaviour?

Sometimes I just want to know. I just want to know I can do this. But I guess all I can do is dive head first into this unknown.

I was watching Amy Cuddy on TedTalks. Her story is amazing. After her accident, they said that she would never make it through college, but she did. They said it again and again. And she pushed back. Because it’s about if you believe in yourself. You just got to fake it.

Fake it until you become it.

I just want it to stop feeling like I’m faking it. I just want to be there already.

 

Rekindling the Fire

I think it happens to everyone – once we set on a path towards what we truly think we want to do….we get lost and lose the passion of why we truly did it in the first place.

I feel it’s been happening in more than one part of my life recently. Firstly in dragon boat. Our team has had our eyes set on both personal and two-year team goals. And I feel that those personal goals are taking over. And we’ve lost sight of what dragon boat is truly meant to be – passion, dedication, working together. As a team, for a team.

I suppose the same can be said for me and this career path I’m on. I think it might have to do with the courses I am currently taking. 3/5 of them are required courses and I’m just not feeling the life that I’ve been dreaming about.

I remember very clearly when sustainable living and inspiration through action became a passion. I remember how I spoke about sustaining our resources, and that the heart of the problem was not in the fact that we were using resources – but that we are using too much. That we were using too many unnecessary resources. That we can all live with a little less. But I spoke it with such ease. With positivity – with – I don’t know…with something that made others want to do it as well.

They say it’s not about what you say – not about how much logic you make – not how much effort you give. At the end of the day, it’s about how you make others feel when you speak. What is your presence? What is your drive? If your whole self is inspiring, then you will be. Because that’s what other people will remember.

When I say I want to rekindle the fire, I mean I want to feel consumed. Consumed by an unending burn that is within me. So immersed in it that it becomes me. I want that presence. I want to be that presence. I want the whole world to make sense. And try as I might, I can’t seem to find it right now.

IT’S ARRIVED!!

Oh man – middle of exam time and I should really get back to studying. But I couldn’t NOT blog about this:

COMPOST HAS ARRIVED!!!! At home, I mean. And it’s so wonderful.

I think it’s with the new law. And the not-so-subtle “just compost it” comments. And the being unhappy. I don’t know what happened, but suddenly we have a compost bin. And it’s like I’m winning every time I don’t use the garbage can. Winning at life.

Also – mom is starting to buy more organic things. I don’t think it’s a sustainability point of view but more of a health thing. But at current moment, that’s huge. Environmental health…which I’ve been looking more into lately.

Sigh! More on this later!!!! BACK TO STUDYING.

COMPOST. IS. HERE.

New Love, Recurring Battles

I hate the word “sustainability”. It’s such a buzz word and in a lot of ways, very generic, impersonal and meaningless. Even when I use the word I hate it, because how can you encompass all the ideas, ideologies, philosophies, pedagogies, experiences, et cetera that makes up what “sustainability” is?

I think John Robinson gave the best metaphor in a lecture – sustainability, like all great things in life, cannot be defined. It is unique to each person. Such that is life, beauty, love…and I like to believe that.

I often find that I’m fighting myself in my decisions. For example, I went to Sejuiced today which is this awesome little restaurant. They’re all vegan/vegetarian and crazy crazy good. But I had to get it to go and didn’t have any containers for the drink or the food. So this awesome restaurant had biodegradable, compostable, recycled containers. Hence – it’s my new love!

However, I get to school to work in the SUB. And I can’t find any composting bins (since Pacific Spirit Place was closed). I mean – I could’ve taken 5 minutes and walked to Irving – and if I had thought about it it probably would’ve been worth it. But what about the million of other compostable containers that wouldn’t be composted because, well – it’s too much work.

And then I get really upset that this seems to be a recurring battle within myself. Being resourceful, buying less packaging and reducing the overall waste I produce is always at the forefront of my mind. But the more I think about it, the more I see the things I am not doing.

For example, composting at home. Since I live at home, it’s hard to communicate with my family the importance of placing organics in a different location. I’ve tried to start a conversation many times over it, but at the end of the day, it’s always cut short by a “why don’t you do it – it’s too much work for us”. So most of the time when I’m at home, I make the trip down to the yard trimmings box to compost the food scraps from what I cooked. It’s disappointing, frustrating, and definitely contributes to the daily battle I have with myself.

I just feel like I’m not doing enough. Even when I’m trying my best – I just wish I had the resources, autonomy and finances to invest in more sustainable waste management practices in my own home.

Second year, again.

Here’s an update – I transferred into a new faculty. Everyone thinks I’m in Sauder, confused cause I used to be in Arts and they get even more perplexed when I tell them that I transferred schools after my first year.Oh well.

So let’s set the groundwork: I just transferred into the Faculty of Land and Food Systems into the Global Resource Systems program and this is my first personal post. Before, I was in Arts studying Economics and Geography and kind of figured that it wasn’t for me. And before that, I was in my first year at the University of Toronto studying Environmental Studies and Economics – which was amazing and awesome and totally my thing. Too bad Toronto is far away and expensive!

But I’m here now, and being here and being so happy to find something for me in my home town is a pretty happy feeling. So let’s get started!

Rising from the Ashes

Failure. Disappointment. Despair.

Heartbeats pounding in my head. A lingering emptiness in my heart. A blaring horn in my serene quiet.

Now, more than ever, I feel that I can’t do this.

In a moment of utter numbness, we run. We find every way out. I find any way out and to settle. We make excuses. We give ourselves an alibi. Any reason to not take the blame.

But right now, I take it. I take it on fully. It’s okay to admit that I was wrong. That what I thought wasn’t the truth. That I was avoiding what was right in front of me.

And it’s now, after thinking and thinking and thinking, that I truly, wholly and completely believe that failure and disappointment is a permanent fixture in life. And it’s okay. Because failure does not define us.

Two steps forward, one step back. Heck – three steps back. Seems like the story of the human race. Growing technological knowledge, efficiency in production and communication, increased living standards coupled with decreased human happiness, growing morbidity, environmental deficit and socioeconomic gaps so large that we can’t even begin to wonder where we went wrong.

And still, these setbacks and failures still do not define who we are. They don’t tell us we’re bad or stupid people. At least, not yet.

Because it’s what we do after we acknowledge our responsibility and our inaction that tells us who we are.

From world-scale to home-scale, these failures and shortcomings will plague us. And we have to rise from them and do what we can. Because what we do after the proverbial storm is what truly defines us.

And I, for one, will accept the responsibility for these failures with humility and live to see another day where I can, and I will, choose to make the better choice. And what these better choices may be will always change – I don’t expect to know the consequences of the “better” actions of today. But if we keep choosing the “better” choices in life, maybe the consequences will be less devastating, the failures less extreme and defining actions easier to make.

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