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Week 13: Fever Dream and the Contamination of Anxiety

Fever Dream by Samanta Schweblin was haunting to say the very least. I read the entire book in one sitting – less out of choice, and more out of an inability to ever comfortably set it down and step away. From the very start, the reader is invaded with anxieties and disorientation. We are placed in the body of Amanda, who we quickly learn knows about as much as we do in regards to what is taking place in this town. As Jon says, there is a low-level anxiety and paranoia that permeates the narrative and we are never really able to escape. There is no moment of refuge, no pause in the spiral of disturbing events to catch our breath. We are stumbling through a fever dream of horror as much as our narrator, Amanda, is. Even the cadence of the dialogue and the hazy, but simple scene descriptions were downright creepy and reminiscent of jarring horror movie moments.

The frequent references to time running out and the need for urgency, kept me constantly on my toes, terrified of what I’d read on the next page. David and Amanda exchanging innumerable hot-and-cold guesses, like “we are very close now,” “this is the moment isn’t it?,” “this is the last moment of peace” (paraphrased), kept me activated and uneasy through every page. The sense of ever-nearing doom was inescapable. The lack of any answers or context further heightened this experience. It was frustrating and almost suffocating to feel as in the dark as Amanda; I found myself feeling indignant that we (the readers) were not given more context than the narrator, it was maddening to feel so blind and uninformed.

Learning about the history behind the very real horror of the novel made me appreciate the narrative style so much more. I can only imagine that the Argentinians affected by glyphosate poisoning felt this same maddening frustration and confusion on a massive scale. The fear that environmental contamination inspires is so visceral and unmoving. Fever Dream, if inspired by real experiences, is a heartbreaking but understandable reaction to this nightmare – meaning-making in dark, magical forces, desperation for dubious cures, and enduring paranoia about everyone in sight. In this light, Fever Dream is really a beautiful, if difficult, portrayal of this very real and devastating sociopolitical issue. Like Jon, suggests generational poisoning of rural Argentina is just the painful manifestation of real, contaminating forces that continue to seep into Latin America via exploitation, colonization, and violence: “The poison was always there,” says David (169).

Question for discussion: What are your thoughts on Amanda’s increasingly heightened paranoia for Carla? There’s a moment when she believe Carla’s fallen bikini strap and overwhelming perfume were perhaps intentional, malevolent distractions. Do you think Carla had intentions to poison Amanda? What do you think became of Nina?

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3 thoughts on “Week 13: Fever Dream and the Contamination of Anxiety

  1. Orizaga Doguim says:

    I am interested in the idea of being “without refuge” that you mention. This sensation occurs both in the space in which the story takes place, where the environment becomes threatening, and in the personal space, the body itself, which is violated. Furthermore, the soul, the last refuge of the self, remains fragmented. I don’t know which of all threats is more terrible. There are a series of breaks, of key moments, that the characters try to identify, and we with them… but we seem destined to fail. Personally, would you read again a text that gives you this feeling of discomfort?

  2. Anonymous says:

    Hi there! I really liked how you explained your reading process in the blog, as mine was very similar. From the very beginning I was super uncomfortable and just wanted to know what was happening so I could put the book down. This feeling along with being completely in the dark about what was going on during the book, and not knowing the history (I watched Jon’s lecture about halfway through the book because I was too confused), really added to my anxieties about the sickness. I also liked how you mentioned that this book also feels like a time bomb, like we are waiting for the explosion to happy, which to me never really does as I still feel lost about the ending.

  3. Jordan Clarke says:

    Hi there! I really liked how you explained your reading process in the blog, as mine was very similar. From the very beginning I was super uncomfortable and just wanted to know what was happening so I could put the book down. This feeling along with being completely in the dark about what was going on during the book, and not knowing the history (I watched Jon’s lecture about halfway through the book because I was too confused), really added to my anxieties about the sickness. I also liked how you mentioned that this book also feels like a time bomb, like we are waiting for the explosion to happy, which to me never really does as I still feel lost about the ending.

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