So I spent most of last week getting over the flu, only to promptly get a lung and sinus infection. Not awesome, but it did leave me with some time on my hands to begin to explore the world of Second Life (SL). Here is a little about my experiences and thoughts about it so far.
I signed up for a SL account under the name Elle Munforth (if anyone wants to try finding me). Since then I have logged on a few times, though I had a couple bizarre experiences that have not really enticed me to go back. When I first signed up I spent some time trying to figure out how to move around, talk to people, change clothes and appearances. Some of these I did better at than others.
I found it is very easy to move around in Second Life. I think it would be more interesting if I had a specific place to go. I went to a number of different places. At first I ended up on the wrong side of a number of spaces because they are adult only spaces and my account does not have an adult rating. Therefore, whenever I tried to end up going to an adult rated space I just ended up on the other side of a force field like wall. Sad. I also tried going to top recommended spaces but found they were often empty. I tried a night club – empty. Then I tried a coffee shop – empty. So I eventually went back to Bay City Municipal Airport, Hau Koda. I then tried to go to a Second Life Hot Spot. I choose Kowloon. When I teleported there a message popped up that said “Caution: Firing of Guns is Prohibited” and then said that anyone who breaks this rule will be banned. I thought this was strange but started walking down the alleys, looking at shops, trying to figure things out when all of a sudden I hear this strange popping noise, I turn around and there is a guy running towards me and shooting me with some sort of gun! I have no idea what he was doing and before I could start a chat with him he disappeared. Thewhole experience was strange and disconcerting. It made me feel extremely uncomfortable and I quickly transported back to Bay City Airport.
The next time I logged on to SL was more successful. I met up with Bryan, who helped me go shopping for new clothes and hair. I can see how people could spend a lot of time amassing large wardrobes and different looks for their avatar. I was a bit annoyed at most of the choices for women’s clothing. In general it seems that SL female avatars are extremely stereotypical and provocative. I wonder if others have felt this as well. I know that to identify more with my avatar I need to spend more time making it look and feel more like me or someone I identify with, but this has not been easy. It seems that SL is a place where people use their avatars to embrace totally wild, random and different styles, personalities and choices, not to actually reflect themselves. I know a number of people have expressed that they feel they just do not have time for a Second Life and I agree with them, but another issue that I have with SL and one of the major reasons why I am struggling to find a reason to participate in it is that I do not feel I can be myself at all. And I am not interested in being someone else.