The reading that we did for this week: “Perceptions of short-term medical volunteer work: A qualitative study in Guatemala,” made me think and feel deeply into what type of “help” truly comes from short term care/aid. I felt like my thoughts and feelings would be reflected best through poetry. I wrote it through my eyes as if I were an adolescent living in El Salvador, in a very impoverished state. Being that this is my country of origin and many organizations do short term aid work there, I reflected by putting myself in the receiving end of that aid, and how I would feel.
You come with a smile and with a “helping hand”
You say you are here to help, but do you really understand
I wake up everyday with pain that cannot be cured with a band aid or a drug
My pain needs more than just a doctor, my pain needs long term care and love
They may think that this is going solve my problems, it may solve one for today
What about tomorrow, what about next month, what about in 10 years
I will still see poverty around me and I will still feel deep fear
I thank you for the clean water and care provided for today
But I am saddened too because you always stay a little while and always go away
Your families are safe,healthy and all have food without any conflict or struggle
My family is sick, dies slowly, starves with tears and blood, while we live in rubble
I cannot share with you how one days relief can sometimes bring me more grief
It reminds me constantly that you will always have more and that I always have less
I pray that one day this “help” stops, the day when all of us are equal
The day when I can also drink clean water, have food to eat and have a home
When I am also healthy from within and all around, the day when I can feel peace and no longer alone
