Friendship in The Book of Chameleons

The Book of Chameleons by Jose Eduardo Agualusa is a tale that intertwines reality with fiction, and the past with the present. The title of the novel is quite deceiving, as it barely mentions chameleons, but the closest we get is a gecko narrator living in Angola. The novel is a profound exploration of memory, identity, and the stories we weave to define ourselves, our pasts, and the future.

First, let’s address the elephant (or, should I say, the gecko?) in the room: a peculiar narrator named Eulalio, a roommate and “friend” of Felix Ventura. The pair share more than just a living space. As Felix creates new identities and pasts for people while switching between his own as a bookdealer during the day and a “seller of pasts” at night, the gecko’s existence is also split between his current life as a reptile and the memories of his past life in human form. Both characters try to navigate a world full of lies and illusions.

‘Dreams’ acts as a fascinating channel between illusions and reality too, giving much more character to the protagonists in the novel. The gecko experiences his dream in vivid human forms where he interacts with characters, including Felix. These dreams blur the line between his current form in a gecko’s body and his past self, creating a space where he explores his identity beyond his physical form. Though they are not discussed much in the book, Felix’s dreams are nonetheless interesting. Through their dreams, we also explore how close the gecko and Felix are, to the point where they both “share” dreams. Felix casually mentions that he has dreams of interacting with the gecko.

“I have dreams. Sometimes I have rather strange dreams. Last night I dreamed about him. And he pointed at me.” (69)

Felix’s attachment with the gecko inevitably seeps into his subconscious, influencing his dreams. Not only this, I believe that dreams acted as meeting points for both, as their physical forms inhibited them from interacting with each other in real life. Through these dreams, the novel delves into the theme of the cycle of life and the quest to find meaning beyond the physical realm.

As companions, both share a form of solitude. The Gecko provides Felix, who is lonely due to the nature of his work, with a silent yet compassionate presence.  Gecko’s death prompts Felix to write diary entries, (which I found very cute). We see how Felix not only tries to process his grief but also honors the memory of his friend, acknowledging the gecko’s role both as an observer and a confidante in their shared existence.

Question: What do you think the dreams symbolize?

The Labyrinth of Memory: A reflection on Proust’s “Combray”

Marcel Proust’s “Combray,” the first part of his exceptional work “In Search of Lost Time,” is a testament to a unique stream of consciousness that takes us through different passages of time and a complex web of memory. The immaculate writing style and narrative of the author invite the readers on a journey through the protagonist’s childhood memories.

I personally regard Marcel Proust’s “Combray” as quite complex and intimidating. I really struggled to get through the first few pages of the novel because his style of writing felt quite descriptive and nuanced, making me go back and forth throughout the text. However, Proust grabbed my attention with how he conveyed the depth and complexities of human memories and insights, making “Combray” an interesting yet challenging read.

The theme of memory and childhood is one of the central themes of Proust’s exploration of time and identity. As the plot jumps back and forth between the past and the present, facts and memories become hazy, making it challenging for us to comprehend the reality of the story at hand.

Our childhood is one of the most crucial parts of our upbringing, shaping our personality, behavior, relationships with others, and much more. The detailed narration about the protagonist’s presence in his parental home in “Combray” creates his most impressionable memory. His bedroom as the setting of the story shapes how fixated he is on his childhood and is perplexed by the external world. His revisiting of his memories with his family, especially his mother and father, gives us a sense of belonging and yearning for them. The most profound emotional experience of his childhood was the moment when his mother used to give him goodnight kisses. The habitual action by his mother now makes it uneasy for him to fall asleep because she is no more. The narrator also talks about how hard it was for him to fall asleep when he was younger. I believe this is something he still struggles with because, when he is about to fall asleep or dream, his childhood memories seem to trigger him, reminding him of his early years.

Ultimately, “Combray” is an exploration of the nature of time and the role of memory in shaping our personalities and everyday habits. Proust, through his writing, depicts how important it is to reconnect with our past and understand how it impacts our present selves.

Question: Do you think today’s novels have a different style of writing, narration, or literature in general as compared to that of Proust?

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