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Wellness

Uninspired Procrastination

“Write a new blog entry. Clean your refrigerator. Fix your printer. Wash your water bottle. Clean your room. Water your plants. Figure out your taxes. Return your watch.”

Thoughts that go through my head all day and never get done.

It’s one of those times where people have either a “new start, new beginning” mentality or an “alright, let’s do this all again” mentality. I’m one of those people who feels the repetition and never grasped the concept of being excited for the start of something “new” like the beginning of the year or the beginning of a semester. I was quite excited during the summer to be starting something genuinely new – coming to UBC, but honestly, this semester isn’t too different from the last and I feel like I’m just doing everything over again; it’s not something new to me and therefore is not exciting.

Which leaves me where I am now, not too motivated to do anything, yet still not content doing nothing. I’ve just been trying to keep myself occupied in any way I can and hoping that I will become “awake” enough to go on with what I should be doing. The best way I’ve found so far is to play my 360. I didn’t bring it up with me first semester, but I have it here now, so hopefully Modern Warfare 2 and the games I got for Christmas will bring out the energy in me.

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Academics International Residence Life

A Journey

And I don’t mean the band (even though Don’t Stop Believing from my Journey & Rush playlist is on right now).

It’s almost the end of the break. Yay! 2 days and 18 hours left. That’s not to say I didn’t enjoy my time in California, there are some things that California has that Vancouver doesn’t, which I got my full dose of (sun is one of those things in excess), and some which you can never get enough of (my mom, my dad, my dog, and my cat). Anyways, being the end of the term, end of the month, end of the year, and end of the decade, it’s a good time to remember what has happened. Because if I don’t refresh my memory, I’ll never remember later. Before I left, I subconsciously literally took a trip down memory lane on my last walk back to Vanier from Gage. There were so many “Hey, I remember when…” moments that time that I’ll just list them by each place.

Gage East Tower – This is where I lived for two weeks with fear, uncertainty, and pneumonia. And of course the best view (17th floor!). Even so, Jump Start was amazing despite my inability to be alive and awake for a good portion of it.

North Parkade – This is where my dad would always park his rental Mustang when he would come visit me while I was still at Jump Start. That was a beautiful car.

The grassy hills north of the SUB – This is where I would begin to be out of breath on my way to Buchanan for afternoon cohorts during Jump Start.

SUB – This is where I attempted to scavenge for food during Jump Start, went to origami club meetings, got my hair cut, and bought Christmas presents. Amazing how I can do all that in the same building.

IKBLC – This will forever remind me of all the filming that happens on campus. The IKBLC is FBI headquarters in an episode of Fringe (which is an amazing show by the way, you don’t need to watch it from the beginning, but it has more meaning and “OMFG!” moments if you do).

Hennings – This is the first building I would always go to at 9 in the morning for English. That is, when I could wake up. I think I did a pretty good job going to all of them except for 3 and that’s the class I missed the most of. It was also here where I met a very confusing person.

White Spot – This is where a good friend of mine had his huge birthday party. I love how conveniently located this place is…if only I actually liked White Spot.

LSK – This is where I would end all of my days (I think of my “days” ending after I’ve had every class once) in psychology learning entirely random things and meeting a certain lovely person.

Longhouse – Absolutely thoroughly I-want-to-lay-on-the-floor-and-die exhausted, I arrived here for the welcoming ceremony for Jump Start and it’s really a lovely place to be. Despite my condition, I still did enjoy being there and learning about its history.

Vanier – At that time of day and at that point in the exam weeks, it was entirely dead outside, which reminded me of when we moved in during Jump Start on my birthday. Step by step, my exhausted pneumonia-filled self dragged two full senior sized hockey bags up to the second floor to find my room not so inviting. Moths, stains, and spiderwebs don’t exactly get your hopes up on how living in this room is going to be. Luckily later that night, my friends and I had a lovely time eating chocolate cheesecake with chopsticks (and cut with chopsticks) on top of take-out boxes in what was true college style.

Adios to term 1 and 2009 and bonjour to 2010 and term 2! Happy new year everyone :)

Stay frosty.

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International

The Transition

It’s been 24 hours since I arrived in California and a weird 24 hours it has been. Going from being at UBC in the rain in the morning, then through customs (and Myles getting searched twice), then on a plane, and then being back in my room in California in one day is an odd experience.

Here are some of the highlights:

  • On my first trip out, I forgot people were able to make U-turns here and I almost ran into someone.
  • I still feel like I need to catch the 99 to go anywhere.
  • At Safeway, my mom and I usually start on the left (bread) side of the store and go to the right (fruit side), but at the Macdonald Safeway, I would always start in the fruit section and go to the left, so I had to start from the right side in order to be less confused.
  • I almost walked into a store through the right door, but here it’s on the left side.
  • On the plane when we were nearing the airport, the sun hit my face and it hurt for a second and then I remembered what the sun feels like.
  • The sun was still out at 4:30 PM and I was very confused, it felt like 11 AM.
  • I woke up this morning and all of UBC felt like a super awesome dream, since everything was still the same…and the sun hit me in the face again.

And a few quotes:

  • “So what’s that in Celsius/metres?”
  • “My bed is so low…and the carpet is squishy and soft…”
  • “The roads here are so wide and everything is…expansive”
  • “You call THIS cold?! It’s not even close to freezing!”
  • “I want sushi…actually I just want kiwi rolls…which don’t exist in California.”
  • “I guess I’m going to have to start using one dollar bills now, this will be interesting.”

(14 days and 17 hours until I’m back in Vancouver!)

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Academics Residence Life

Les Animaux de Vanier

So it’s the infamous first week of finals and my plans are to study. Lies. Lies. Lies. Today I planned to go to Metrotown to buy some sweatpants and other various things, but instead I slept in until 2:30. But I had time to do that since I studied over the weekend. More lies. On Saturday, I went to Robson Square and ice skated, then saw Ninja Assassin (absolutely hilarious movie), and went out to dinner. Then to make up for all of that, I’m going to study tomorrow. For real this time, I was going to, until I figured out that if I got 0% on my hardest final (except English, but I can’t calculate that grade right now), I would still get 49.97% in the class. Hopefully I’ll be able to motivate myself at least a little to study tomorrow, but it will probably end up happening on Wednesday and the final is on Thursday.

So while I have been procrastinating/relaxing/not stressing, I’ve really come to notice the amount of different animals that live around my house: (The pictures are from my phone when I randomly saw them, except the squirrel, so sorry about the quality)

The common black squirrel:

BlackSquirrel

These guys are pretty much everywhere and I think that squirrels are not supposed to be black (at least in California), but I’ve seen these so much that I can’t remember anymore. They seem to not be as scared of humans as I expect, but they still do run away.

The reminder-that-we’re-next-to-water seagull:

Seagull

Whenever I see a seagull on campus, I’m always confused why they are around until I remember that we are mostly surrounded by water. I don’t see as many of these and not as much around Vanier, probably since there are so many people walking around, but they seem to not be scared easily.
The “birds in the hood” crows:

Crows

We would have these en masse on our lawn at home and they’ve been deemed “the birds in the hood” since they were everywhere. (Thanks to my mom for that!) The ones I took a picture of are actually by the SUB, but we do get a few around Vanier.
The fierce raccoons:

I wish I could get a picture of these guys, but they’re only around when it’s dark. The first time I saw one I was entirely scared since I had a fairly big furry animal looking at me a few feet away. I thought they were pretty cute until I was coming back from dinner one day and I saw about three or four of them growling (or whatever raccoons do to make loud nasty noises) and running after each other. I was also walking around at night once and I passed a tree to find a raccoon right next to it, looking at me at an uncomfortably close distance.

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Recreation

50 Adventures on Foot, Bus, and Skytrain

Before I left California, I was given “City Walks: Vancouver, 50 Adventures on Foot” which is great for when you want to go somewhere and you have no idea where to go.

The first adventure in this 50 part series was #16: Metrotown.

This one was a while back, on Remembrance Day, so I don’t really remember much of it. But a good friend and I decided we’d do some shopping with no particular purpose in mind. We went to Metropolis and looked in various stores, especially those with shiny things. It was absolutely huge. For those back in California, it’s about twice the size of Valley Fair. I thought we did a fair amount of looking around, but we only moved about 2 centimetres on the map. I have a feeling I’ll be back many, many times to attempt to see all that they have.

The second adventure was #32: VanDusen Botanical Gardens.

For Metrotown, I didn’t really need the cards since I’ve heard of it from multiple people, but it was one of the adventures. However, for this one, I decided I needed something to do on Saturday, since the week before was my last week at Academie Duello for the year. Therefore, I looked through the cards and bolded at the bottom was “maze” which turned out to be “a labyrinth created from 3,000 cedars” and it entirely sealed the deal. Located about an hour’s bus ride from UBC, this is one of the largest gardens I’ve been to that I remember. It was raining, which was a dramatic change from Friday’s absolutely beautiful weather, but even so, it was still quite beautiful. I think to say anything more about it, I’d need to be more poetic than I am, so I will leave you with some pictures:

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Recreation

The Little Things

I didn’t get a chance to update on Monday since I was feeling under the weather and then if I try to update on another day it throws off my schedule. So here I am on a Sunday making a blog post, since my schedule got thrown off anyways. (I don’t have any work that is in dire need of doing which makes my Sunday more free than usual.)

Overall, this week was interesting to say the least, but it was the little things that kept me going.

Tuesday: Thanks to a very awesome person, I was able to do something I hadn’t been able to for about 3-4 months: Play Halo 3 on Xbox Live. Since I didn’t bring my 360 with me and I’m not on good terms with the only person that I know in this house who has a 360 and didn’t even have Live, I’m really happy to be online again and doing one of the things that I do best.

Wednesday: Always my longest day of the week (9-5 with an hour lunch break, but only for one more week!), so this one’s always a tough one to get through, but I got my Jump Start certificate after my last lab and I got to see Shehneen again.

Thursday: Last chem lab for the term and I got to hang out with a lovely person.

Friday: Last midterm! It’s about time. The best part about this day though was that I went to McDonald’s for dinner and through their Monopoly game, I won a muffin! It’s Sunday and I’m still excited about this muffin. I smiled all the way from the village back to Vanier. And of course I was eating one of my twice daily ice creams, which always make me feel happier.

Saturday: Got my green cord from Academie Duello (which is literally a little thing, it’s only about a foot long and hangs on my glove), even though the test was very hard and I had no idea what I was doing.

Sunday: I forgot to circle what kind of bread I wanted for my grilled ham and cheese and the chef remembered that I wanted wheat or maybe he just guessed, either way, it made me smile.

Musaku in Halo 3

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Academics

Connections

In high school, my teachers always told me how they all try to work together to connect all the subjects and I just didn’t see that. How in the world does Hamlet connect to the velocity of a train? Or even chemistry with math, I mean you use math in chemistry, but nothing more than multiplication. And then there’s calculus. I hated calculus with the passion of a thousand burning suns and it is one of the reasons why I am not in engineering right now. I despised Newton for ever thinking of calculus and wished that apple never fell on his head. I felt like, in real life, if I want to know how long it will take a potato to go from room temperature to x degreesĀ  in an oven set to y degrees, I will wait for the stupid potato to warm up! But now as a “wiser” university student, I see how various courses are related.

  • PHYS 100 and calculus – We had a clicker question about if a car has a linear position-vs-time graph and if a train has a what looked like a log position-vs-time graph and they intersected twice, then do they ever have the same velocity? I looked at it and just remembered what I believe was the mean value theorem where f(x) and g(x) are continuous on the closed interval [a, b] and differentiable on the open interval (a, b) then there is a c on (a, b) where the derivatives of f(x) and g(x) are the same. Or something along those lines. Either way, I looked at the graph and just saw that theorem, whatever it was, pop in my head and all those people who didn’t know it had to think about it for a long time.
  • PSYC 100 and art – This one is a really odd one for me to talk about. I took an introductory course in visual art in high school and I thought I would never use it again outside of drawing on calculus AP test review questions. In the last section in PSYC 100, we learned about the various brain structures and he would often put pictures of them up on the projector and I drew them quite well in my notes given the short amount of time before he moved on, which I can fully thank last year’s art class for.
  • PHYS 100, CHEM 111, PSYC 100, and EOSC 114 – Not as exciting, but I found it interesting that in four out of my five classes we ended up talking in some depth about waves, mostly light waves, some sound waves, and some actual waves (the kind in the ocean).
  • ENGL 110 and Monty Python and the Holy Grail – Surprisingly, this one is not incidental, he has done it on several different occasions. Since each ENGL 110 class is different, I can’t exactly recommend watching the movie for the class, but it is a lovely movie nonetheless. Today he referenced the part where the bridgekeeper asked them three questions: What is your name? What is your quest? What is your favourite colour? and it surprisingly was entirely relevant to what we were talking about.

The bridge

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Academics

“Take a deep breath.”

Says my Skype as I load it on my Mac. (I’ve noticed it doesn’t do that on PCs, weird, eh?)

And that is definitely something I need. Midterms are getting to me and they never stop and when I say never I mean that I have 9 midterms, a final project, and a final essay, which is due on the last day of classes. Sadly, unlike high school, final project/essay does not equal no final during exam time. So how have I been dealing with the last 6 midterms and will most likely continue with the next 3?

I don’t run on caffeine and I can’t because it hurts my stomach. Therefore, I rely on the junk food mentioned in my last post and pure motivation to get everything done. My motivation reserves have reached a critical level though, so I’ve been doing only the bare minimum.

For EOSC, I haven’t read any of the last 3 chapters in order to answer the questions on Vista, I just skim through them and look for the answers, telling myself that I’ll go back and read the chapters when I have more time, but I still have a gut feeling that that will never happen.

For PSYC, I have a midterm on Thursday that is on the lectures and the textbook that I have just started reading about an hour ago. 87 out of 100 pages to go and I don’t think I’ll make it, which will probably result in me only reading the summaries and praying that the test is not too hard.

For CHEM, the day that I do my lab report is being pushed later and later into the week.

For ENGL, I found one story for last week as an audio book and I read a summary of the other. This week, I managed to read the first one (it was actually more interesting than I thought it would be), but I’m not sure I can get around to reading the second one (I might have already read it in high school, I can’t exactly remember).

And I don’t really have anything to say about PHYS, it’s not too time consuming and not too difficult either, but it is far from easy. There’s a fine line in that class between total understanding and total confusion, I haven’t found much room in between, but luckily it’s been more on the side of total understanding.

The midterms themselves range from being quite difficult to pretty easy, here’s my grades that I’ve gotten back so far: 66, 78, 86, 96, 100, so they really are pretty much everywhere. In order to study for them, for each one in science, I usually go through the same general process of reviewing notes, creating a summary sheet, and doing the practice midterm. For PSYC, I ended up reading the text in the week prior to the exam and then reviewed my in class notes on the day of the exam.

It probably wouldn’t be so bad if I didn’t totally fail at balancing fun and work (and this sun setting really, really early deal is not helping either). Similar to what Rabi said, when I’m not working, I’m bored. When I go home for Christmas, I will definitely be bringing my 360 and a huge collection of games to keep myself occupied.

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Residence Life

If you are what you eat…

…then I must be really sweet and melt in the rain.

I think it’s official that I am the junk food queen of the floor. I currently have a container of brownie bits, 4 packages of Tim Tams, 5 boxes of Gushers, 2 rice krispie squares, a package of Starbursts, a package of Jolly Ranchers, and a tray of mini cupcakes on my desk. I also have two bars and one square of chocolate in my fridge along with 7 containers of pudding. Not to mention that I also have a shelf dedicated to food and a box from Ikea also dedicated to food.

For the most part, the food on my shelf and in the box doesn’t change, but on my desk, everything gets eaten and replenished per week, so on my way back from Academie Duello, a mandatory stop is the new Safeway (the one at Macdonald, as opposed to the old Safeway on Sasamat which seems to be in worse condition with higher prices). Even if I have nothing on my “to buy” list, I still need to go in there and buy at least 2 packages of Tim Tams and 4 boxes of Gushers.

Then there’s the caf. Pumpkin pie. Apple pie. Berry pie. Chocolate cake. Lemon cake. Cheesecake. Jello. Coconut bars. Brownies. Cookies. Scooped ice cream. Ice cream on a stick. Ice cream sandwich. The temptation is always there to have them all at the same time, but I restrain myself to one or two of each per meal.

Therefore, the next time you see me, I ask you to refrain from getting me wet, or else I could melt into a puddle at your feet and then you’d have to carry me back to my room.

Credit goes to Chloe from KU for my Tim Tam obsession
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International

A Change of Seasons

That song by Dream Theater (and a wonderful one at that) was the closest I really got to an actual change of seasons in California. I would hear stories about people jumping into piles of leaves, trees changing colors to red, orange, and yellow, and leaves falling off the trees. You really have to have a big imagination to think that actually happens in California, so I never really knew when fall was, except the time between the really hot months and the not so hot months. Leaves don’t really “fall” off the trees, they’re gone by winter for the most part, but big piles of leaves, or piles of leaves at all for that matter, are not formed. On top of that, the leaves that do fall off the trees aren’t exactly red, orange, or yellow, unless you count the orange/brown colour it turns once it dries.

Therefore, you can imagine my admiration of the always photogenic Main Mall. I can’t believe the amount of leaves I’ve seen and the piles that have accumulated, resulting in huge leaf blowers to get them out of the way so new ones can fall. Not only do these leaves actually fall, they’re also the correct colour! I’ve never seen such bright red, orange, and yellow leaves, only in pictures and even then I didn’t believe how vibrant they were. Thank you Vancouver for having proper weather.

Picture by Maggie Mann
Picture by Maggie Mann

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