Midterm 2! The stress! The Anxiety! & The Noise Next Door!

I know it’s tough that the 2nd midterm is coming, but wouldn’t studying help you more than what you are doing on your bed now?! Seriously… and you never thought of keeping it down. I really do not know how to face the girl next door who I occasionally see. I just pretend like I don’t know anything. REALLY?! I guess it’s my fault for failing to fall asleep at 3am… but it’s 3am! Fine… I guess people should have freedom on whatever they want to do in their own room.  They were quiet and trying to NOT make any “human” noise doing the same thing in the beginning months. I guess they had figure that no one is going to knock on their door for them having all the fun they are having (with the noise and all). I am more of a victim than the other adjacent room… the bed is on my side of the wall… Right… so apparently, I have been sleeping later than 4 am for the last 2 days… thus this rant.

I do not want to study and I really can’t get myself to really study-

1. it’s boring

2.it requires me to be focused

PCAT seating at UBC is filled up so fast that last week when I signed up, there are no more spots… I’ll have to go downtown to write it… I guess… that’s the price for hesitating.

Chemistry practice midterm was so hard! I have no idea how to do the last question! I guess we’ll just have to random guess and try to make sense of the answer… I heard the profs would just tell the students that “you should know this”…

There is nothing more annoying than having your mind occupied on something unrelated to studying when you are like 2 days away from a midterm (also, a Lab exam).

It is plain annoying to try to overcome these things. For first year, I think I am doing pretty poorly… I was so good at adopting to new environment, but 5 years of boring highschool life had made me really used to living w/o stress and such. My marks dropped like more than 25% on each subject (well… except for English which I suck really bad already… maintaining the same mark just make sure I pass).  This is HORRIBLE!!! I hope I get my acts together by next week….

OK! Now I feel more calm and will start to do my weekly homework that does not help my midterms at all… but you know, life’s gotta go on. University just taught me that, no matter how busy you are with your own life and other stuff, you still have to do what you are supposed to on time – with no extensions, no exceptions…

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