Commute… As Usual. -At Least It’s The Last Week of Term 1
Today’s weather is really nice. I slept in so I didn’t go to my prof’s office hour. I wouldn’t know what to ask since I didn’t go through the material that I wanted to over the weekend ( which I did nothing ), so, probably didn’t lose too much there.
After the start of this term, I realized, nothing works out according to plan. It’s more efficient to plan ahead indeed, but the process of executing it exactly is difficult . Time is tight, heart is loose, it is hard to get things together. Plus, I’m noticing a value change in myself. In first year, I still have my high-school must-get-perfect belief. Now that I understand how it’s impossible for any normal person to achieve that, I’m much more easily satisfied. Like I would settle for a B- even, if it’s above average.
Anyways, other than my unproductive weekend. I still have to think up something so I can get some reference on my Go Global application. I don’t know what I could do to make the Prof like me, but I guess I’ll just be myself… maybe if I can get 2 to just talk to me, I’d be able to ask them this favor. I really want to friend the profs, not just for reference, but I have anxiety facing them… :/
I hope this week goes well and I study hard. The first day of exams (Dec. 7th) Is going to be tough with 2 consecutive exams – psych and biol ( both memorization heavy) and day starting at 8:30 am. Fun :/…
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