Long time no post! Aced my PCAT

  Today, in a long long time. My heart was filled with joy and my eyes watered with tears of pride. I totally killed the PCAT like a BOSS!  95%. It’s only my unofficial score, but from what the lady at the centre and my friend told me, the official one should be identical. The only part I’m not really happy about is my reading comprehension…worst than last time. Failed that one lol. But good thing on all 3science sections ( Bio, Chem, and quant) I got above 90. Bio, I got the highest score (I think, since there’s no 100 percentile? )- 99…lol when I saw that I was like :”right, biol 200, screw you, you are the worst representation of my biology talent. “

  I took 2weeks to study. This time, I bought the right materials to help me. I will blog about how I studied. Hopefully the official score look the same XD, I don’t wanna brag about something I don’t have. I should sell my study materials to others as soon as I get my official results back. Just in case.

  I’m sure if I were to have the material I used this time, I might have gotten into pharmacy last year like my other friends.  Now after regretting again and again about my immature failed self-control, I want to let it go. In this one year, although I don’t know it, I matured quite a bit. Living here alone with a little sister is quite a challenge to anyone. This one year also humbled me. It showed me how the talent God has given me will now only be usable if I work hard. In the past, I had it too easy. Even if I don’t study for a test, I could never fail any test. It is this one more year at university that I realized, I am just like everyone else. And if I don’t work hard, I’m easily beaten by others. In this world full of bright scientists, I am nothing but a noob. I rethinkink again what I really want to be. I try things to see what I enjoy and what I don’t. This year was afterall, worth it.

  Pharmacy, I might hate it. To be honest, i sucked at ochem. The PCAT had many more ochem questions than I expected so I was really anxious that I would not be able to do well. I know if I go into pharmacy, we do have to study a lot of ochem… but I still want to stop wandering around. I want my life to take its direction now. Pharmacist is a promising career, I can work at pretty flexible hours and I can work closer to home if I want. I want to use the rest of the time enjoy what I love doing. Im going to keep developing my musical talent. I want to make a demo and send them to the records. Hopefully God helps me :).

  Just few weeks ago, right when I started studying PCAT, I got my first copyright certificate back. Maybe psychologically, I was more determined because I have this dream in mind. I will become a star music producer. One day, I want all the people singing my song. I want all the singers wanting my songs. I want to let the world hear my songs.

  I should sleep, have to wake up at 9 to go to class.

 

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