Here is my self-portriat for VISA 183 class (drawing and painting)-drew in 2015 November, at the first term of my first year. Giving up my drawing and painting course due to my heavy course load in high school, I was once deeply frustrated due to a feeling of losing my entire capability to draw and paint at all. However, after practicing my drawing skills in VISA 183, I realized surprisingly that I was still capable and strongly enthusiastic about drawing. This drawing is based on a picture of me sitting on my bed in rez, holding my fluffy bear brought from home. I used pencil to sketch for my face at body at first due to my familiarization with this technique. I found, after a while, that I might want to address the intimacy comfortableness my teddy provided and tried to use color pencil for the first time. This project brought my lost faith on drawing back.