{"id":47,"date":"2026-03-22T20:10:03","date_gmt":"2026-03-23T03:10:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/?p=47"},"modified":"2026-03-22T20:41:18","modified_gmt":"2026-03-23T03:41:18","slug":"nooo-eulalio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/2026\/03\/22\/nooo-eulalio\/","title":{"rendered":"Nooo Eul\u00e1lio :("},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I overall enjoyed the message of this book and what it taught me, and I appreciated that it was a very quick read. As I often do, I loved the descriptions in this novel, particularly on p. 87, the little red fruits that &#8220;when they hit their target they&#8217;d disintegrate&#8230;staining the victim&#8217;s clothes with what looked like blood&#8221;. They all painted a vivid image that immersed me in the story, and that&#8217;s part of why it felt like such a fast read.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Eul\u00e1lio?! That seems fine to me. So Eul\u00e1lio I shall be.&#8221; (p. 83)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I thought Eul\u00e1lio was so cute and I&#8217;m so sad that he died at the end, I don&#8217;t think it was at all necessary \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n<p>Identity as the primary theme of this book was to be expected given its title. Chameleons are known for the fact that they change their appearance\/identity and adapt to their environment. I liked the idea that changing one&#8217;s name\/identity can lead to a change in you and how you see yourself as a person. You shape yourself to fit into the identity that you see yourself as, like how the minister felt indignation on behalf of his &#8220;assigned&#8221; grandfather, as though he really was his grandfather, despite just learning who his assigned grandfather would be. I also hadn&#8217;t realized that it&#8217;s so much easier than I&#8217;d thought before this book to construct a whole false life\/narrative, especially if you&#8217;re someone in a position of power or with money. There&#8217;s really not a limit to what people in power or with money can accomplish, both in this novel and in real life: a president can easily be replaced by doubles, people can construct new, nicer pasts, etc.<\/p>\n<p>One thing that stood out to me was Eul\u00e1lio&#8217;s thought that &#8220;the only thing that doesn&#8217;t change about me is my past&#8221; (p. 55): while it&#8217;s true that you can&#8217;t change the past, your thoughts on it can change, and it&#8217;s apparent in this book that not even that is entirely set.<\/p>\n<p>Novels and media tend to make it seem that leading a peaceful\/uneventful life is boring or bad. It makes people feel like their lives are unimportant when actually everyone&#8217;s life is something meaningful and important. It leads people to feel they need to change themselves, their past, their identity, to better fit the idea of a successful\/likeable person in society, and I think this is an interesting unintended consequence of entertainment\/media.<\/p>\n<p>The way this book described impermanence, that &#8220;we&#8217;re only happy &#8212; truly happy &#8212; when it&#8217;s forever after, but only children live in a world where things can last forever.&#8221; (p. 89) made me really hate the idea. In the past, it&#8217;s been somewhat comforting that life is impermanent, that mistakes don&#8217;t matter that much in the grand scheme of things, but in this case, it felt much sadder that our experiences and identity aren&#8217;t forever.<\/p>\n<p>If you were given the opportunity to change your past or something about it, would you take it?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I overall enjoyed the message of this book and what it taught me, and I appreciated that it was a very quick read. As I often do, I loved the descriptions in this novel, particularly on p. 87, the little red fruits that &#8220;when they hit their target they&#8217;d disintegrate&#8230;staining the victim&#8217;s clothes with what [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":107552,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[37,39,38],"class_list":["post-47","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-agualusa","tag-identity","tag-past","tag-power"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/107552"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":49,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions\/49"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubc.ca\/rmstemilia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}