Immigrant’s Prayer
“Tell Me How it Ends” by Valeria Luiselli is both a moving story and a comprehensive guide to the American immigration story. As she navigates the multiple questions that small children are expected to answer, she delves deeper into the logistics and realities of life on the road. Hopeful immigrants often board La Bestia, a dangerous train that is both the promise of a new life and the risk of losing the one you already have. Luiselli includes the Immigrant’s prayer which is said by those traveling on La Bestia which says “to leave is to die a little/ to arrive is never to arrive.” I was particularly interested in this prayer partially because of its vagueness. What is the arrival and how does one arrive and yet not arrive? The first line of the prayer is fairly straightforward. Often the child migrants are faced with gang violence or death in their home countries; leaving is not just a desire but rather a move for survival. Immigrants have to leave behind their homeland, culture, and family in hopes of securing their future. While many might be relieved to make it to the United States, this relief does not negate the sadness of their journey or the way they miss home. The second portion of the prayer is harder to analyze. Initially, I took the line to mean that to arrive at the destination is to not arrive at heaven, meaning they might escape death. Yet the inclusion of “never” seems to complicate this interpretation as even if a person makes the journey, they will still eventually die. In doing more research, the lines of prayer seem to be part of a larger prayer in which the line says “to arrive is never to arrive definitively until resting in You.” This longer line seems to confirm the sentiment that travel is temporary until passing on and reaching heaven, resting with God. I was glad that Luiselli included the prayer as it was helpful in showing what brings comfort on the road for migrants. What did you take the prayer to mean?