Reflections: 9 Years on from Science One

In my first year at UBC, I joined the Science One program. It’s a truly interdisciplinary program based on integrating biology, physics, chemistry, and math concepts. It is also unofficially known for its huge work load and intellectually demanding environment. In my year (and probably every year), Science One was filled with students who were exceptional at what I would now call “hard core” science. My fellow learners were great at abstract thinking. They had the drive and discipline that characteriszes scientists who enjoy years and years of lab research. I, on the other hand, was in many ways opposite of that, even today. I like science and learning applied to concrete problems with immediate impact which helps people. I only get fired up about “hacking” a problem when I’m really interested in it. I like to run around outside in nature, in cities, seeing the world.

That being said, I loved my time in SciOne, even though it truly embodied what our director told us on the first day: “Learning Through Suffering” (in Greek — Pathei Mathos or πάθει μάθος — no less).

Recently, a good friend from SciOne was asked to talk to the new graduating class about life after SciOne. My friend asked if I had any thoughts. So here they are:

 

If I had a chance, I (might) tell myself after graduating from SciOne that…

  • there are an infinite number of ways to “work in science,” so try putting on explore mode. After SciOne, I studied agriculture and economic science with the aim of working in developing countries. After 6 jobs in 5 years, I can’t say I work fully in agriculture or economics or SciOne style science, but all of my academic training has come in very handy at different points. I never thought my career would have been possible when I graduated from SciOne, but it just revealed itself one step at a time, with my academic training helping me through. Let your interests and instincts lead you to a path that combines what you love, what the world needs, what you’re good at, and what will pay you.

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  • what I learned from SciOne was a mindset, above all. A bit embarrassingly, while I remember many concepts, I barely remember any actual physics equations, chemistry reactions, or mathematically derived movements of bacteria. (Biology, on the other hand, helped me grow as an environmentalist.) I was also definitely a mediocre SciOne student at best, as my friends and professors can attest :). At first, after all those sleepless nights “sacrificed” for SciOne, it seemed like I didn’t get much out of it in concrete science skills. But I was wrong. The interdisciplinary way you learn to learn, the way you approach hard problems bit by bit, the way you work in teams, and the way you teach yourself whatever new skills necessary to solve a problem, are actually my biggest takeaways from SciOne. Those mindsets came in very handy from when I was running a large social science randomized control trial in rural Tanzania to working out if my job with a farmer economic empowerment project actually harmed the environment overall.
  • I encourage you to reflect on what you learned and experienced this year. Write it down. It helps when you’re looking back. I also bet you learnt way more than you think.

At the start, I said I might tell my younger self because, honestly, I’m happy with all the “detours”, “extra” miles, “mistakes”, rests and stops I’ve had since then. If sharing what I learnt meant I would have avoided the learning, it defeats the point. The detours make life interesting! So listen or not at your own choice :)

Lastly, I’m actually going to be teaching a short online course on how to start a career in international development/humanitarian aid work. Science Oners! If you’re interested in finding out more, send me an email at tiffany@internationaldevelopmentcareer.com and let me know you’re from SciOne. Or visit internationaldevelopmentcareer.com.

GRSers, you’re very welcome too!

 


1.5 years on

I can’t believe I haven’t posted in so long.

Needless to say, again, a lot and a lot has happened.

I’m still trying to sort out and learn from what I went through, and hopefully apply it to the future as personal and professional growth.

As for now, I am working on three main projects:

  1. starting an organic farm and semi-off grid homestead
  2. working on teaching an online course on how to start a career in international development work.
  3. take an online course on website development and programming (finished!)
  4. Drawing, making websites, creating.

As I told my long-time friend the other day, I’m feeling surprisingly content about my lack of urgent goals, deadlines, and pressures I’ve been so accustomed to in the last five years. I think this break was very needed. I guess I’ll see if I want to jump feet first back in when a month or two more has passed.


Generousity

I received an exceptionally generous gift for our fundraising campaign for our new start up company yesterday. My uncle’s reply to my thank you email was simply that it gives him joy to help people. The best reward for him was that we keep up our good work.

It gave me a lot to think about, especially since I’ve been feeling particularly anxious about money lately due to familial reasons.

I’ll definitely pay this forward. And more hopefully.

 

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I woke up mouth dry and heart pounding from a nightmare last night. It felt like a dream of a horrible prophecy directed at my dear ones.

My immediate action was to reach for my phone to see if Mom was online. She wasn’t so I messaged her. She replied shortly after and I called her immediately. She reassured me that nothing was wrong.

Then, still shaky and unable to fall asleep, I used my phone to keep myself occupied because the moment I closed my eyes, those images haunted my vision.

After an hour of flipping and turning, I reluctantly turned on my computer and did some work. then proceeded to catch up with friends who I talk to infrequently because of time zone differences.

 

A night of nightmare induced insomnia reminded me how much technology has enabled me to live abroad.


Domestic violence

I had a long and deep conversation with a good friend about domestic violence.

Women, no matter how educated, strong, financially independent, still seem to, for one reason or another, succumb to verbal and physical violence from their male partners. We both had plenty of examples from friends we knew and personal experience. The stories were truly heart breaking.

I don’t know what it is. But it has to stop.

It’s one thing to be financially dependent, illiterate, and have to stay in an abusive situation to save your life (whether because you need food and shelter, or for fear of him killing you in revenge). But being completely able but unwilling to leave an abuser is such a hard concept to understand. Yet, so many of us stay. Too many.

Growing up, domestic violence was quite an abstract concept. At times when I came in contact with it, I didn’t know how to react. And often brushed it aside. Stuffed it to the back of my brain. Now, the more I listen, the more I realise how close and how personal it can get. It makes me wonder about all those past experiences I’ve ignored. Were those pleas for help?

I wonder when we’ll be able to stand up for ourselves and say “I deserve respect, and nothing less.”

 


Without focus, nothing’s good

Got some great advice the other day:

Focus, focus, focus.

Focus on what you’re trying to do, and make it the best. Don’t compensate by adding other features and in the end making everything half-ass.


youth and jobs and sacrifices

We were interviewing some youth about employment in low skill/blue collar sectors the other day.

Stories of having to pay 1/3 to 1/2 of your monthly salary just to get/keep a job. Stories of having to prostitute yourself just to get a job.

Other than for the evil middle management that perpetrates these crimes, I can’t see any owner of any major company being happy about the conditions their workers have to face.

The salary you give them is basically halved. That’s why there’s such high job absenteeism, even if you think you’re giving a decent (though still low) salary.

Let alone having all your female workers sexually harassed.

That last point just makes my blood boil.


Exhaustedly optimistic. One of the best feelings to have.

 

When life becomes too boring at some points, it’s good to remember this feeling.

 


I’m involved in a new project these days, aside from my formal work. It’s making life more interesting because there’s a very concrete problem to be solved that needs to combine market research, demand confirmation, and technology.

I intuitively have a good feeling about this project. And I think it came at just the right timing, which means it must be fate. Dar always seems to find the right things to pull me back just when I’m about to leave.


A book and One Acre Fund

I finished the book The Last Hunger Season: A Year in an African Farm Community on the Brink of Change  recently, by recommendation from a friend. It’s about the story of the social enterprise One Acre Fund. I’ve been interested in their methods and approach and was looking into working with them. The book came at just the right time and brought back a flood of memories from Uganda.

All the farms and farmers and maize and bean and soya seems long ago, yet I’m itching to get my hands and feet on the farms again. The seasons and rhythms and logic of the farms; so much more to learn and dissect.

In general, I don’t get the trendiness of social entrepreneurship. While I think they are important and a new way to do business, I fail to see how they would challenge established political structures and the way we distribute resources. Which, in my view, is the only way to ever pull people out of true poverty and have a more equitable society. Sometimes, I think the whole push for social entrepreneurship is a band-aid and distraction to dealing with the ‘real problems.’

One Acre Fund seems different though. I’m happy to be proven wrong. And learn how to start and run a business on the way.


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