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I heard Dr. Muhammad Yunus talk quite a few years ago at UBC. I only remember the story about how he met his first microloan recipient and one sentence:

“We took what we knew about conventional banks, then turned it all upside down. That’s Grameen Bank.”

That’s what I want to do. One day. Everyday. Turn structures upside down so they focus on the majority. So they work for the 99%. So they benefit those who are often voiceless and invisible – the marginalized, the environment, and the animals.

Of course, in reality, Dr. Yunus didn’t turn everything upside down. The computer systems the Grameen Bank uses are probably modified versions of the ones the conventional banks use. The model of applying interest (actually even higher interest because of higher transaction costs) is also conventional.

To completely turn everything upside down is ahistorical. It denies the ultimate importance of the social structures – yes, constructed by people, but sturdy nonetheless – foundational to human societies: political economy, evolution of ethics, spiritual beliefs… So far in history, at least in my opinion, nothing actually beneficial to the masses have come from disregarding specific time and contexts while changing our world.

To be ahistorical is not revolutionary, it is foolish. Foolish in the pain it causes. Foolish in the lessons it could have learnt, mistakes it could have avoided, lives it could have saved, if not for arrogance.

I am reminded of yet another lessons: First Do No Harm.

Super hungry, no time for breakfast, what to do?

Find grilled maize of course. (Or grilled cassava, or African chapati, or cow pea samosas, or…)

“400 shillings for that small maize?! I can get twice the size of that normally…” first thing in the morning, mzungu prices. It’s going to be a long day.

Munching on my small grilled maize (finally for a price of 300 shillings) on the back of a bodaboda, it suddenly struck me that this maize was probably organic. The big ones might have been fed artificial fertilizers. At home, I would be paying way more than 100 shillings for organic maize.

Suddenly my day seemed somehow better.

Random

Went running with my room mate this morning before it got too hot. It was actually quite nice except I’m not a good runner. I can swim 60 half laps (which I did last night – so good to go swimming again), but running…pff….

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As I was walking to the office today, two guys said hi to each other. And then “where’s the Chinese person going?” My daily activities have officially turned into a greeting now. Great.

random rant

There are two ways of understanding ‘happenings’ in life:

1. They happen for a reason.

2. Believe that they happen for a reason and act accordingly.

In reality, there’s no difference between the outcomes of the two ways of understanding. Whether they actually happen for a reason or that you believe they happen for a reason is actually the same thing.

Am I not making sense? Maybe. My eye is still swollen. I’m still stuck at home during my precious holidays. I’m pretty disappointed I won’t be able to go on my epic trip down to Zimbabwe.

But I guess since this infection and stay-at-home restraining order happened for a reason, I’ll use this time to sort out my life and my work (actually I started working again yesterday because I was just so damn bored. If anyone ever tries to tell me to stay at home and not work, I will instantly die from boredom). Maybe even get around to sending holiday greetings to people.

I’ve been thinking quite a lot lately about myself, as self-centred as that sounds…

My future, my present.

My work, my personal life.

It’s so wide open right now, I love it. At the same time, it feels like there’s no grounding other than my family. It’s all up, floating, ready to go whichever way, whenever.

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