KIN 596: Progress, Not Perfection

It’s been a while since I’ve blogged and I can’t really say too much has happened, other than a slow attempt to proceed with the work on my research project that I was supposed to do a while ago. Is it procrastination that’s holding me back? Or just the uncertainty that what I’m trying to contribute will unlikely go anywhere? Is it the curse of knowing too much? Maybe I read a few too many books.

It’s been frustrating trying to get my research proposal together, because I want to look at how Canadian athletes structure their practices through deliberate practice. Through personal experience, I understand that we are typically not very deliberate in how we do things, and it’s more about increasing training volume so that we can learn to do things habitually, or automatically, which tends to be based on the Asian badminton system. But the argument for deliberate practice is that we need deliberate practice to improve performance, which requires repetition, immediate feedback, and purpose, which also happens to be limited each day, requires a coach/teacher, and is not inherently enjoyable. I also appreciate how I can write that in a blog post in 20 seconds, instead of 20 minutes after looking for references to cite everything. Usually by the time I complete the references, I forget what I’m trying to talk about, but I digress.

The frustration stems from an imprecise definition of deliberate practice which has some back and forth in the literature. Recently, a meta analysis came out in 2016 which found that deliberate practice in sport only accounts for 18% of the variance in performance. But that’s the problem with science and research, because if I wanted to improve performance, I would take anything to see if it make a difference or not. The other problem is that a lot of other things that affect expertise is largely outside of one’s control: eg. grit, mindset, working memory capacity, opportunity, genetics, etc. So, how is a Canadian badminton player supposed to try and make it in international badminton when all these things are far outside the control of the athlete? Everyone is a critic, and everyone has their own idea, but nobody has really had the chance to prove it. In other words, nobody has made it yet. Some have been really close, but is it a method, or is the athlete/team special in a particular way? Regardless, if deliberate practice is controllable by athletes and coaches for training purposes, then perhaps it can be controlled for research purposes too.

But there are issues with the definition of deliberate practice. Lately, it seems as if a coach or teacher is necessary to engage in deliberate practice. Without deliberate practice, things get increasingly automated, which is a good thing for the most part, but you aren’t necessarily getting better. Deliberate practice is needed for constant improvement and it never really ends. Some may even say that if you’re not improving, you’re getting worse. There is no middle ground or maintenance, because someone is always pushing the standards. You may technically stay the same, but if everyone else is improving, by default, you are getting worse relative to everyone else, though your ability may be the same as it was before. However, I think automation is a necessary thing so that less processing is needed as to attend to additional cognitive tasks. In badminton, we need to first learn how to make contact with the shuttle. Once that’s automatic, we learn to move to the shuttle, then we can learn to aim, then we can learn additional tactical choices. We can even learn to take our eyes off the shuttle for a moment to look at the court or our opponents, which requires automatic processing for many of the previous steps I just mentioned. However, this is not in the research, so I can’t really include this in a “literature review”. It frustrates me because I’m put in a box with boundaries, and I need to stay within those boundaries. Perhaps that’s why I’ve been procrastinating.

So why is this important for Canadian badminton? Because we don’t have much time to practice. Because we often mix development with high performance. Because it’s the only thing we can control. Returning to the requirement of needing a coach/teacher for feedback, what is there isn’t a best way to do something? What if the coach/teacher is the best person available? What is you think you know better than the coach/teacher? Are the coach/teacher’s deliberately practicing their coaching/teaching methods? These questions are serious, but I can’t write that in my literature review because there may not be any literature about this situation. So how am I supposed to define “deliberate practice”? Can I not just account for both in my data collection? When will athletes do their own practice, and when will they practice with a coach/teacher? Then I would have both ways and can calculate to see if it really makes a difference.

It’s time to redo my research proposal, because it wasn’t very clear overall. I would agree, I didn’t really do a good job at first, but that’s part of the learning experience. I got feedback and now it’s time to make an effortful change. It’s not enjoyable, but wait… this sounds exactly like deliberate practice. I need to review my stats for statistical analysis and also ensure my methods are labelled correctly. Finally, I need to get the ethical parts right. I had other things I wanted to do initially, but it would be too difficult with the ethics because it’s fairly easy to figure out who’s who based on historical results in Canada. I would prefer to deal with public data in the future, but collecting data is a learning experience in itself. Deliberate practice for the win.

The closest thing I have seen to deliberate practice in badminton was from Kenneth Larsen at the BWF Coaching Conference in conjunction with the World Junior Championships at the Pan Am Centre in Markham, Ontario last November. But how can I reference this when he clearly doesn’t mention the word “deliberate practice” at all in the entire presentation? However, it is still worth a watch.

So as Denzel Washington’s character, Robert McCall, says in The Equalizer, “Progress, not perfection,” I figure I need to continue on step by step. Success is outside of my control, so trying my best is all I’ve got. And often, it’s more than enough.

KIN 530: Light at the End of the Tunnel Part 2

After deciding that I didn’t like my 4th revision, I decided to sleep on it and write the following day instead. The mind goes into strange places too late at night (hence those TV infomericals do extremely well at night). I have been aware that I’m at critical levels in my workload, as addressed in my previous post, but that has been my own “fault”, as that can be easily exchanged with “opportunity”. It’s just perspective.

Today, I woke up and decided to check the quarterfinal results of the 2018 Hong Kong Open, where the #1 world ranked Men’s Doubles team from Indonesia was to face off against a recently-returned-from-retirement scratch team from Korea. There was a bit of buzz about the match up, and apparently I woke up right at the beginning of the match, so I was able to enjoy the match live on YouTube. Apparently it peaked at about 50,000 views online, and the match was fantastic.

Once again, it made me re-think of what I wanted to do with badminton, as I often wondered if I should have went in a different direction that I was considering, including notational analysis, or other elements from a Gold Medal Profile. However, the match today included everything, and it reminded me how dynamic badminton was, and also how much variation is involved in the game. For example, consider this rally from the match, voted as the Play Of the Day:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oQosny0u0g

When trying to consider a Winning Style of Play, it’s difficult to determine the best way to play because it is impossible to max out in every single attribute. For example, the Indonesians have a very aggressive, flashy, style of play based heavily on tactics and unconventional methods. However, the Koreans are more structured, focusing on discipline, patience, and technique to add onto their physical conditioning. Due to the sequential nature of many racquet sports, both styles of play can be appropriate depending additional factors, such as venue conditions, speed of the shuttle, temperature in the venue, and even the psychological state of the player. It is essentially a race between the tortoise and the hare, but over many trials. Sometimes it’s better to be slow and steady, sometimes it’s not.

And luck, or chance, is always a factor that needs to be considered. Randomness. This includes issues such as service faults, net cord deflections, and broken strings in the middle of rallies. Draw placement and scheduling also can impact a player, so if seems like creating a GMP for badminton is as difficult as creating a comprehensive multidisciplinary model of Talent Identification.

I suppose the curse for some is “the more you know, the more you know you don’t know”, attributed to Aristotle. In contrast, the Dunning-Kreuger effect, when someone of low competence over-estimates their level of confidence, is the other side of the coin. I have constantly reflected on this dichotomy, trying to give myself some confidence when I feel that I’m clueless, but also the humility to know that I’m probably missing something whenever I am confident. My choice in topic for a literature often went through these two extremes.

In the end, I decided to look at deliberate practice and how it contributed to performance. Based on my beliefs that there are many different ways to win a badminton match, I would like to think that it is like a Strength/Weakness chart from Pokemon, where water-type has advantage over fire-type, fire-type has advantage over grass-type, and grass-type has advantage over water-type (for more examples: https://bit.ly/2DpI4u1). Despite the different styles and preferences of play, I would propose that techniques and tactics are not necessarily wrong, but only more/less effective in certain conditions. Context is important.

And deliberate practice is just that, more or less. In my review, I asked the question what “deliberate” means? On the one hand, it can mean “on purpose”, for example, “The shot he hit at his opponent’s face was deliberate”. On the other hand, it can mean “with reflection”, for example, “He had to deliberate where he wanted to place his shot at his opponent”. I personally did a lot of deliberating and deliberately decided that deliberate practice includes elements of both (yes, I just did that… deliberately).

The single greatest factor that leads me to side with deliberate practice comes from Stoic philosophy. Deliberate practice is well within the control of the athlete. To me, that is the most important thing because everything else is largely outside one’s control: talent identification, resources, opportunity, genetics, team selection, etc. Even the status of an expert is largely not agreed upon, not should it matter on the path toward mastery. Perhaps mastery is only a direction, not a destination.

That is why I stopped complaining. As much as I love problem solving, I don’t want to create a new problem that I need to solve. I just need to take things one day at a time, and progress on this project the same way. Whatever curve balls come my way, those things are outside of my control. Grit, growth mindset, and deliberate practice are all things within my control.

 

And after arriving at the end of the tunnel, I realize that I cannot go back. Might as well keep on moving forwards…

KIN 530: Light at the End of the Tunnel Part 1

I still haven’t finished my literature review, but I’m almost done. Another 20% to write, then editing, then submission. It didn’t help that I went too far and reviewed too many papers (i.e. 43 papers). It didn’t help that I kept adding another paper to my list with every two papers that I read. It didn’t help that I wrote a section of the paper and realized that I needed better structuring and restarted the entire process. It didn’t help that I have 13,000 words worth of notes.

 

But that’s my fault. I have a problem of not being able to say “no”, and not being able to ask for help when I need to. And because of that, I’m busy all the time. Since my last tournament as a competitive athlete in August, I have been averaging 70 hour weeks. I know because I take data on it and I monitor what I do. I have no weekends or holidays. Maybe I’m a workaholic. No, maybe it’s because I feel like I’m so behind with the rest of the world because I spent so much time competing that I need to catch up. Yes, I’m still behind and I need to learn more.

And here I am. I’m still behind.

Looking back at the Powering Podiums presentation I went to last month where they discussed how to keep coaches happy and healthy, perhaps I should have made a better attempt to apply some of those lessons. However, I’m very practical. I’m happy because I’m not dead. These problems I have may be luxuries compared to other people in the world. I am definitely not complaining. I also recall asking about motivation, because my procrastination is often based on trying to find ways to motivate myself to do something, like finishing my paper.

However this situation has been very educational. I should have started my work earlier. Wait, why does that sound so familiar? It’s almost like it’s not the first time I’ve done this before…

I often wonder if this is the curse of a taste of expertise? Everything needs to be done better. Although there are similarities to being a perfectionist, I think it is worse. It’s a desire to learn more so that it can be even better the next time. I feel a perfectionist is focused on execution, whereas the drive I speak about is to do something even better than before. It probably doesn’t help that I am doing a literature review on deliberate practice.

But let’s stop for now. I haven’t acquired the motivation that I needed to continue my paper, but I will use a different solution: action first, then motivation will come.

I will report back in Part 2 after I finish.

 

KIN 530: Going in Circles

I feel like I’m stuck: analysis paralysis. I want to look at talent identification and talent development, and it seems like the literature is pointing me in a few directions:

  • the nature vs. nurture debate, which includes deliberate practice
  • structured trauma, which relates to mental toughness, resiliency, and at times grit and growth mindset
  • deliberate practice itself, which includes varying definitions (e.g. is competition deliberate practice?)

There is so much breadth to consider, but what if we started from the top instead? If we have a Gold Medal Profile, we can consider winning style of play and performance results tracking (ahhh… good old KIN 515). If we projected backwards from the top, we can create a podium pathway. However, there is some evidence in the literature that the best athletes weren’t necessarily the best when they were young.

So what do I even look at? It feels like I’m going in circles.

But wait, what would an athlete need to stay on that pathway? Are there key traits that would keep them from quitting? What would it take to keep an athlete on a podium pathway in their sport?

From a Gold Medal Profile standpoint, it would likely be in the Psychological domain. If it’s necessary to keep them on the pathway, then it may be useful to consider and find a way to measure it. Growth mindset and grit appear to come up in the literature, including other aspects, like mental toughness and resiliency. Growth mindset and grit also seem to be linked to deliberate practice, which is likely a necessity in the development of the other GMP parameters.

Can this be linked back to talent identification and development? Maybe “showing up is 80% of (sport) life” as well, wisdom from Woody Allen. You have to show up to be on the pathway, and maybe the last 20% is staying on the pathway.

No, it’s probably 20% showing up, and 80% trying to stay in the pathway. That probably takes deliberate practice.

So have we almost gone full circle?

Questions:

  • Do you agree or disagree? What do you think it takes?
  • What are the major Psychological attributes you would consider for your sport? Would this be unique to the sport, or are there similarities that all sports share?
  • Does this apply less to team sports? Making a team is another problem most of the time, as you can’t show up if you’re technically not on the team!

KIN 530: Good vs. Best, Including Success

Let me ask you a question, but first, pick something, perhaps something you might be good at:

“What does it take to be good at that?”

Okay, you probably have a good idea of what you need to do, but let me rephrase that question:

“What does it take to be the BEST at that?”

Is your answer the same? I think we very often have an idea of how to be successful at something, but that is not usually defined very well. Neither are certain things. “Happiness” comes to mind. We settle for being happy, but never to be the happiest. Wouldn’t that be an interesting concept?

So this takes us to my next dilemma: to find the best, do we take a top down approach, or a bottom up approach? This question haunts me as well. I often consider the problem with deliberate practice is that there needs to be somewhat of a direction to know what you want to achieve. For example, I can deliberate practice certain skills to master, but if I only need to use those skills 5% of the time, I would be an expert at something required only 5% of the time. Not knowing what is needed can be very difficult. Knowing where you are is one thing, but knowing where you need to go is often the hard part. Again, being successful gives an idea of where to go, but being the best at something also needs precision.

This takes us back to the problem. I originally wanted to look at talent identification and talent development to inform the base of a podium pathway for my sport, but that would be a bottom up approach. The reverse would be to create the podium pathway first, but from the top down approach. This would likely refer to figuring out what is needed to succeed at the highest levels, which would then create a pathway.

Is this the same in different industries? For example, if we followed the educational pathway where we did our 12-13 years of primary & secondary school, then our post-secondary studies, then graduate studies, is that the fastest way? The system exists, but the best people often find a way to accelerate through the system. Following the system will produce people that are successful, but what about those who are the best? Do the best musicians end up skipping grades in music and do their own projects? If we studied the outliers, wouldn’t that be a better indication of what kind of pathway is required to be the best? Isn’t the best often an outlier?

Unfortunately, it will always need to be updated, because once enough people follow a similar process, it becomes common, and therefore there are no competitive advantages. Being different should be celebrated because when you are the best, you are different from the rest. Arguably, the easiest thing to do is to be in the middle; it would take incredible effort (or bad luck) to be the worst.

So now my mind is spinning again: what does it take to be the best? Using Gold Medal Profile attributes, I have to start thinking again:

  • Is there a maximum on physiological abilities for your sport where returns would be diminishing? For badminton, I think there is.
  • Is there a maximum on technical abilities for your sport where returns would be diminishing? For badminton, I also think there is.
  • How about psychological and tactical attributes?

The problem is that when we want to be the best at something, it is largely unique to a particular sport, and even an event perhaps in that sport. I would be similar to that in education, where it would be different levels of expertise required for math vs. music.

Maybe the best way to do it is if I was programming a robot to compete in badminton, what attributes would I give it?

  • Physiological: I would give my robot enough fuel to last the longest recorded match based on the event, with maybe an additional 10-20% gap. Sometimes players may be so fit that they lose before they get tired.
  • Technical: I would give my robot the ability to return any shot they can reach. The concept is that if you can touch the shuttle with your racquet, it should be able to be returned.
  • Psychological: Based on robots generally not understanding emotion, my robot would not have any either. Booing the robot or any bad calls would not influence the robot at all. There is no way of getting the robot angry.
  • Tactical: I would program the robot with up to three shot sequencing, based on the general patterns found in badminton. This gets technical, but I’ll do my best to explain. As badminton is a sport that is turn based (i.e. I hit, then you hit, then repeat until someone wins or makes a mistake), there should be sequences of probabilities of where to hit, which is closely tied to technical skills. Basically, tactics is where you want to hit, and technical is the probability that you will hit the shot you want to hit. Good technical skills (i.e. 99%) of the time, with good tactics (hitting the right shot, at the right time), often leads to winning a rally when on offense, or the ability to neutralize your opponent’s attacking rally. There is a good chance of being able to mathematically calculating the odds, and though a lot is based on experience for most players, if it can be programmed into a robot that never forgets, or has the ability to update the model over time with the input of more information (literally, machine learning), then the robot knows exactly what to do in all situations.

But there’s always that chance factor, so my robot would be extremely good at badminton, but not invincible.

So now, if we need to teach a human instead, there is a lot to learn, but if they could do exactly as the robot, we would more or less have our Gold Medal Profile. The rest of the work would be extrapolating the pathway that leads to this ability, and estimating where the athlete would be on a Performance Results Track. Then for Talent Identification/Development, we would identify the attributes that would need to be maximized. Too often, talent identification and development seems to be based on physical abilities. Given an equal weighting to all the components of a GMP, that would only amount to 25%, which would be unlikely to indicate whether an athlete will be successful in the future or not.

Reflection Questions:

  • What is the difference to you in “success” and being “the best”?
  • If you could program a robot based on GMP parameters (technical, tactical, psychological, physiological) to be the best in the world, what would they look like?
  • How much do you think chance/luck plays in your model?
  • And most importantly, if you had to choose, would you choose bottom-up, or top-down?

Thank you for reading!

KIN 530: TD or not TD? That is the Question.

Talent Development (TD) or Talent Identification (TI)? I must confess that I am procrastinating from finding the answer to this question by writing in this blog post. Procrastination is usually a negative trait, but the ability to hyperfocus on a task and have it completed, while still doing a good job might actually be a very powerful skill. Heavy emphasis on doing a good job though. It’s easy to do a terrible job.

If we were to consider procrastination as an attribute in talent identification for school, would it generally be something we identify and select against? Do most people tend to lean towards procrastination and there are a talented few that do not? Is that talent, or is it just training and experience? Does the student learn techniques to manage procrastination, or are they naturally gifted with higher willpower. Do kids who do well on the “Marshmellow Test” naturally have more willpower, or do they find better coping methods to delay gratification?

Well, it depends (my favourite response). Shouldn’t it depend on the sport or whatever activity we are looking at? For example, really tall people may be good for basketball, but are they good for gymnastics? So, my question would have to take a look at my sport of interest: badminton. However, I will speak about (TI/TD) as a broad concept so you may reflect on your own sports and activities.

As I am still going to the research, I would like to share my initial beliefs. That way it will be good to see where it may differ from the literature. I personally don’t believe in talent in general, and I believe it is more general development based on deliberate practice. I am in the deliberate practice camp for sure, and I would be biased towards that. However, deliberate practice is also not for everyone and depends on growth vs. fixed mindsets. Can mindset also be discussed in a nature vs. nurture debate? Probably. And down the rabbit hole we continue to go.

Additional elements that may be part of it include grit (via Angela Duckworth) and flow (via Mihály Csíkszentmihályi). However, a key proponent to this discussion is that sport is often a zero sum game. We NEED a winner and loser. General success in music, business, and other activities aren’t necessarily a zero sum game. Grades in school are not either, but positions into a prestigious program may be. I think where we define expertise is often also relative to many things. How successful do we need to be? In sport, what is an appropriate level for expertise? Sometimes I ask myself if I would consider myself and expert in my sport? Maybe relatively in Canada, but against the rest of the world, I’m not very certain.

Based on those questions, would we need to have a Gold Medal Profile to know which attributes are the most important before talent identification? In other words, don’t you need to know what the best attributes are in high performers before looking for them in the upcoming potential?

So, for ease of commenting, here are a few questions:
1) In your sport/activity, would you lean more towards talent (nature) or hard work (i.e. deliberate practice; nurture)? Any thoughts on mindset (growth vs. fixed)? Flow? Grit? Anything else?

2) How good do you have to be at something to be considered an expert? Is this relative to actual demand, or is 10 000 hours good enough (according to Malcom Gladwell)? As a though experiment, if many people achieved 10 000 hours, then would an expert not need to have more hours than average then? We cannot all be experts, or can we?

3) Does it depend on the type of sport? For example, measuring a physical feat (e.g. stronger, faster, higher) in some sports, getting judged in other sports, versus winning a game, whether through sequential means or non-sequential means. For example, in badminton, it is more or less a sequential game where each side hits shots back and forth, one shot at a time only. For martial arts, it would be different because you can make your move despite whether your opponent moves or not.

Thanks for reading and commenting. Just for fun, here’s a video on “Marshmellow Test Magic”!

KIN 530: Once upon a time…

Once upon a time… there was a student enrolled in the M. HPCTL program at UBC. Every day… he worked a little bit on his course work. One day… he had to choose between two potential options for his thesis. Because of that… he had to consult some higher level experts, such as his peers and instructors, for clarity and direction. Because of that… he finally made a choice and continued to work progressively on his thesis. Until finally… he completed his thesis and Masters program and lived happily ever after.

This is how Pixar designs most of their stories for their movies, according to Daniel Pink in “To Sell is Human”. I suppose it is much nicer to create a narrative to follow, and I do wish everyone success with their upcoming assignments and course work!

I figure I will try to write a bit more casually to allow for easier commenting, and I will also describe my processes in hopes to give encouragement or ideas to anyone who needs it! If all goes well and everyone is in a good place, at least it can serve as a reminder for myself to get back to work!

I’m finally retired from international competition, but I ended up taking on multiple other roles and projects. I am still an active Athlete Representative for the Badminton Canada Players Association, as the vice president. I’ll need to go to Ottawa for a weekend to attend the AthletesCAN Forum in the 3rd week of September. I sure hope I can finish my Annotated Bibliography before that, otherwise, I’ll be working during a potential red-eye flight!

I’ve also volunteered to be on the Badminton Canada High Performance Committee. I’m also starting a Certificate in Business in September at Queen’s University. I’m also doing a 12 week crash course in a financial simulation program mid-September, and possibly starting a MOOC (massive open online course) on Blockchain next week. I think I have a problem saying “No”, but I also feel the need to “catch up” with the rest of life since I was competing for so long, so here I am now. Also, planning for a wedding next year, applying to coach the Canada Winter Games, and everything else in between is going to be a bit crazy.

But as the hero in my own story, I do hope it becomes an Epic (and not a Tragedy… LOL).

Anyway, back to business. The contract is due next week (September 7) so that becomes a priority. I will have to take a look this weekend and make sure I figure out how to proceed correctly. I have a local tournament this weekend (because I do love competing!), so I will most likely not get the chance to do any work until Monday, but I will probably read it over and think about it during the weekend.

I will also start researching and gathering articles. I’m planning on doing talent identification and high performance, so I will go through “Peak: Secrets from the New Science of Expertise” by K. Anders Ericsson (great book!) for references, and probably download a few key papers and look through those references as well. Maybe I’ll scour “Outliers” by Malcom Gladwell too.

I’ll probably search: “talent identification”, “high performance”, and “elite” for now on SportDISCUS, and then jot down a few more for later. I use Evernote Premium, so that has been very useful. I think there’s a deal for 40% off annual membership right now too.

When I work, I like to use The Pomodoro Technique. Basically you focus for only 25 minutes and set a timer, preferably a kitchen timer shaped like a tomato (which is ‘pomodoro’ in Italian), and then you work non-stop for 25 minutes. After, you can take a 5 minute break and try not to think about your work. Every 4 pomodoros, you can take a longer break (I usually break for 30 minutes). It has worked reasonably well for me so far, but I also have other productivity methods I try to combine. I started going through David Allen’s “Getting Things Done”, which I have on Audible, but that has been a bit complicated. I may not use that system for now.

To allow for easier commenting on my blog, here are a few questions to answer if you need content:

  • How do you do your most productive work? Do you have a particular system?
  • What would your story be, using: 1) Once upon a time… 2) Every day… 3) One day… 4) Because of that… 5) Because of that… 6) Until finally… ?
  • Knowing that you probably also work crazy amounts of hours, what do you like doing to unwind?

 

Thanks for reading!

KIN 530 #3: Changes

What have I done to move forward?
I’ve finally set a date for retirement as an athlete, after World Championships in early August this summer. I hope that retiring from competition can help me focus more on being an athlete, but I have other things to attend to with my new role with Badminton BC. I really hope to find something that can be more applied and useful, but to be honest, I’m still unsure what that can be. Some changes have made me re-think about the direction that I want to proceed in, and I do hope I can resolve things sooner than later.

Originally, I wanted to do notional analysis of historical matches in Mens Doubles, where I would look at the first four shots of every rally. Since there is great importance to the beginning of a rally, it would be interesting to see if that importance can be quantified because quantifying the significance of that part of the game may affect how much training should be dedicated to mastering that part of the game. The best analogy I can think of at the moment is a face off in hockey. Although it is generally preferred to win the face off, it may not be considered to be as important as other parts of the game. For example, there may not be a correlation between winning face offs and winning games. However, it would be interesting to see how the “opening sequences” of badminton correlates to the chances of winning a match in mens doubles. From my experience as a player, this is not really significant in the singles events, less so in womens doubles, and most important in mens and mixed doubles. Quantifying it would be an interesting task to take.

However, a new regulation has now created a significant drawback. As of March of this year, an experimental service regulation was implemented. Historically, service had to be including the striking of the shuttlecock below one’s waist (i.e. lowest rib), but it has recently changed to a standardized 1.15m height. Based on some personal observations, there has been some changes as serving positioning and stances have to be modified to fit the rule, which has also included some differences into the opening sequence of shots. As the rule looks like it is here to stay for a while, it may render previous data less useful and it would affect my overall conclusion if I were to proceed with my notional analysis. Additionally, a recent vote was overturned in changing the scoring system last week, with a proposed change of best to five games to 11 points. Although there won’t be any changes until after Tokyo 2020, I fear that a change in scoring system could also affect the relevance of my research project.

So now I need to shift gears again and I wonder if I can somehow create and validate a podium pathway for badminton in Canada? Or perhaps just BC? Can I create a scaled down pathway that can produce National level badminton players? Maybe I can just simplify it to doubles events? Worst case, maybe just mens doubles OR mixed doubles? I still want to analyze badminton footage and find a way to measure data in a meaningful way. I look at badminton in a way where rallies are constructed through sequences. There is a lot of cause and effect because each side takes turns hitting the shuttlecock over the net. There is no bouncing allowed (unlike tennis) or multiple touching (unlike volleyball). There is finite amount of space within the court on both sides. Because of this, there is a certain level of predictability in sequencing. For example, if you hit a shot down with angle and pace, your opponent’s return must come up. If they hit it hard, it will rise significantly. If they hit it soft to the net, it must be at a slower pace to prevent too much rising. Still, there is a bit of room to play with, but if you know the patterns, it’s fairly easy to predict what can happen. Then adding the statistics, math, computer science, data analysis, machine learning, etc. would be additional steps in finding some answers. However, there is a large possibility that I have no idea what I’m really talking about. Wouldn’t someone have done it already? I suppose that’s a good sign to consult the academic research.

But here is an example of what I am working on:

What relevant academic evidence is there to support my project / research question?
With a slight change in direction, I am going to have to go through more research again to see what is available on the subject. Ideally, if there was a way to load videos and have matches analyzed by a computer algorithm, that would be awesome! Unfortunately, I don’t think that exists, but there are people out there who have tried. Here is a link to a paper about badminton game analysis from video sequences from Belgium: https://lib.ugent.be/fulltxt/RUG01/002/153/740/RUG01-002153740_2014_0001_AC.pdf

How does this relate to one of the four themes?
Having better answers on sequencing would help Coaching Effectiveness and Program Planning. It would help Coaching Effectiveness because it would direct a coach in maximize time in the right areas that can deliver the greatest impact for players, especially in our Canadian badminton system where we may not get as much coaching/training as we want to. It would help Program Planning in a similar way, by determining where time should be spent training the most.

Is there evidence that I can add to my portfolio that demonstrates a particular theme?
I think there is a lot of power with data and sports can generate tremendous amounts of data depending on how you look at a problem. Typically, people consider easier measures and general statistics, including win/loss percentage or score lines, but there is a lot of details missing. For example, if a score for a match was 21-9, 21-8, it may seem like an easy match. But if we find out it took 60 minutes to complete, it would make sense that the rallies were very long, as an average match should be about 20 minutes per game, but that is based also on my own estimates. However, it could also indicate a delay in the game somehow. Perhaps someone was injured, or some kind of other problem such as the court having problems and needs to be taped, etc.

Ultimately, I know I need a lot more work and I’m hoping I can find an effective way to combine my interests to find an appropriate project to pursue. I only hope I am going in the right direction this time.

(Random) Stuck

I think I’ve done it. It’s actually on paper (well, in Excel and R). I’ve formulated my version of a “Podium Pathway”. Like… you can actually see the pathway to transition between levels, based on tournament results. I’ve divided it into different tracks and aligned it with the Canadian Sport Intitute – Pacific’s targeted athlete list levels (Provincial Development 1 & 2, Canadian Development). I’ve readjusted ranking points so that players can be ranked accordingly, even if they challenge up an age group. It’s more or less complete.

… but… I don’t know who to go to for feedback. And that’s where I’m stuck.

It’s interesting to analyze my fear of sharing, because it feels as if I’m worried that someone will just steal my work. It’s like I need to add such a layer of complexity to it so that it would be difficult to steal, without the technical knowledge of how it operates (why I started learning R programming). Not that my programming level is very good, but I think I also fear that people will not understand it. I fear that they will steal my work AND misinterpret it. And then, that’s where the damage is done.

“We suffer more in imagination than in reality.” – Seneca

Fear is a funny thing, because writing about this helps clarify my thoughts a bit more. Perhaps I fear that this is my expertise, and once everyone starts to understand this, it no longer becomes expert knowledge. If it is no longer expert knowledge, then I won’t be an expert anymore. That sounds kind of silly, even to me. Perhaps “imposter syndrome” is getting to me. The cure to that is to always continue learning. Perhaps that is the key to this whole process.

I often like to turn tough decisions into a binary question. Zero or one. Yes or no. Do I want to get to a final solution through collaboration, or do I want to be cautious in how I proceed for the sake of not getting my work stolen?

I’d much rather get to that final solution.

Besides, the way I see it, I’m sure someone might be also on the same track. I’d rather move forwards than stay in a limbo of no improvement (like my badminton currently… ouch).

I guess I’ve unstuck myself. Life is too short to worry about credit that might not come anyway.

Wait… but if I can validate this as my thesis somehow… hmmm… definitely something to think about!

(Random) The End is Near

Though one part is nearing and end, another part has begun. The transition process isn’t easy, but perhaps that is not an appropriate way to judge such a perception. I think the best way to look at it is that things are different.

However, perhaps some things do not change. Being an expert in my sport is a continuing journey and the expertise I’ve accumulated as an athlete is coming to an end. But that doesn’t mean that it’s over, far from it. Thus, begins the journey as a coach and performance director. It is very much like an experiment. I am my own case study, but can I find a way to duplicate the process? Can I find a way to improve on that even? And as I learn more about the things I wish I had known when I was still competing, my only choice is now to pass it on to upcoming athletes. Although I may still apply certain principles to my own athletic pursuits, those pursuits will be substantially diminished. I don’t need to prove myself to anyone and I can just play for enjoyment. I wish I understood this a long time ago.

So my new pursuits include coaching and other leadership and management positions, and I have fortunately acquired a position with Badminton BC as the Performance Lead. I can understand the struggles of trying to develop programs with limited financial resources, but it’s a similar principle as an amateur athlete: you make the most with what you have, and you do your best. Although as an athlete, I am ultimately the one in control whereas it’s different when you are a coach or program director. But at least I understand the struggle: I’ve been there.

It’s always an intriguing challenge: how can you do more with less? That’s the question I’ve constantly struggled with as an athlete. Sometimes it’s trying to add more, at times it’s about eliminating the inefficiencies. However I do want to acknowledge my own fortune, as I know there have been those with a lot less than me, and luck was also a factor for me at times. But I have also seen those who have struggled and failed, some with more potential than myself and others who could not overcome their inner demons. For the sake of not getting carried away, we will save that for another discussion.

Sometimes I cannot relate to the new generation of athletes, but we are competing in a different generation. There is so much more opportunity today, but at the same time, I see so many more distractions. I never had to worry about training with or without my phone because at my peak, technology wasn’t at the level it is now. On the flip side, it’s so much more easy to get match footage but yet I still don’t see too many people to make the effort to film their matches. In this day an age of the YOLO (“You Only Live Once”) and FOMO (“Fear of Missing Out”), I see athletes going for those short term gains, instead of the long term ones. Remember the expression? “Short term pain, long term gain?”. The concept of delayed gratification? But of course not. Why do that if “you only live once”? Don’t you have that “fear of missing out?”

Instead, I have gone down the rabbit hole of Stoic Philosophy, and replaced YOLO and FOMO with “Memento Mori” (remember that you are mortal) and “Amor Fati” (love of fate). Although “memento mori” sounds an awful lot like YOLO, I think it’s very different: YOLO seems like the thing to say in certain situations of high risk, like before you go sky diving or bungee jumping. Conversely, “memento mori” reminds you that you are not invincible, no matter what your ego might tell you. It grounds you (almost literally) so that you might consider LESS risk. Additionally, it puts perspective on everything because we all have a death sentence. We just don’t know when we will go.

“Amor fati” is a reasonable counter to FOMO as missing out on things is left to fate. No Commonwealth Games this year for me? Nice, I have time to finish all my two papers due in early April. Perhaps that’s just fate. Looking back, both my Olympic runs were more or less run by fate. If only you knew the ups and downs and all the back stories involved, but that can probably write a book itself.

Looking at the way this season has went for my badminton, it seems like some incredible signals for me to retire. Let’s just stop this madness, as a nice way to put it. It hasn’t been an easy experience, especially as I originally fought it. I didn’t want to let go of a chance at Tokyo in 2020, but all signs are pointing at me to stop. Shoulder issues, losing partners, can’t find partners, and other things which might violate my National Team agreement. Remember, we can’t say anything “bad”. And I don’t have to, because it’s okay. I had a good run and I’m happy to leave if I’m not needed. It has gotten to the point that my utility as an athlete is probably less than that of my utility as a coach or performance director. So I will finish my time rehabilitating my shoulder and say goodbye to my international pursuits at the 2018 Canada Open.

To continue further is to let my ego take control, because it tells me that I won’t get that ending I deserve and I will be forgotten. Sometimes I still think I can compete, and of course, I can play badminton, but looking to qualify for Tokyo is really a bad life strategy. Considering I’m sometimes more than a decade older than other National Team athletes, that’s a big difference. But transitioning into coaching or other administrative duties within the sport, I’m the young person. I’m the one at the bottom. Fortunately, I have acquired a diverse skill set from my competition days and it does give me a bit of an advantage, but there’s lots to learn. Perhaps I’m technically competing against other coaches with decades or more of experience over me, and that’s going to be a hefty challenge. However, my one edge is that I know what it takes to be really good at something, and it’s simple.

Be humble and know that there will likely always be someone better than you. That is a good person to find to teach you, or at worst, to learn from. It’s no different from my days as an athlete. That’s the first thing I did, which accelerated my badminton to the next level: I found a former Olympic Gold Medalist for a coach. However, I did shut myself off from learning for a while, but I soon realize that methods will change because people find ways of getting better. Methods need to evolve as well, and you cannot do that without learning. So learning is where it’s always going to be.

So be humble, and always keep learning. Don’t compare yourself with other people, and keep your ego in check. Some may believe attention is the greatest form of currency, but it doesn’t have to be if you keep your ego in check. Post things because you want to, not because of how many “Likes” or “Hearts” you may or may not get. There will always be someone with more attention than you, so worry about the things that are important to you. And if attention is that important, then go all out. Do your thing.

And that’s what I gotta keep doing. Doing my thing. Whatever it is, wherever I go.