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5:45pm

Another thunderstorm is coming. We’ve got hot water to brew gourmet teas that we all brought from home. We are going to a neighbour’s for dinner in an hour or so, at least that was the plan. Maybe the storm will put us off?

Today Steph and I took a boda ride home because we were both exhausted and had symptoms of being sick. On the ride home, 70% of the people we saw were children. Many of them carried heavy things on their heads, and some took care of even younger siblings. So much of the population are children. I passionately believe that education could change the lives of all these families. All these kids attend schools where classroom sizes are well over 60 or 70. If only they had the opportunity to learn in an environment where the teacher- to- pupil ratio wasn’t so high. In our casual conversation, we began to trace the roots of poverty in the village. Who manages the education system? The Ugandan government. There isn’t a shortage of teachers, nor is there a shortage in money. The issue lies in where the government assigns the money. Instead of opening up more schools, hiring more teachers and professionals, governments have been occupied with obtaining and maintaining power and status. We thought about Canada, in the environments we grew up in. The differences lie in how democracy is managed.. here, there has been more corruption, therefore members ‘elected’ haven’t represented the people’s priorities nor addressed their needs. The value of education is the same here, if not even more highly regarded than in the Canadian context. Where the system falls short here is in the effective and honest implementation of programs to fulfill the people’s wishes. I look forward to visiting the primary and secondary schools next week, to further contextualize my understanding…

There is a baby who we see often at the library, in the care of an older girl who is probably no more than twelve years old herself. He wears no clothes, except a small string of beads around his hip area, for reasons unknown to us… Maybe his siblings think it’s amusing? He sits on the dusty floor, grassy field, dirty rocks, etc., and every time we see him we are concerned for his well- being. He needs pants. He cannot run around buck naked like that; he looks no older than a year and half! Of course with these thoughts, I challenged myself, and the girls who I work with, to take a step back and evaluate our critical judgement of this baby and his living conditions. It’s really difficult not to form thoughts of, ‘he should have this, at the very least’, especially because he is only a baby. Where is his mother? Why do they not have any clothes for him? Does he refuse to wear clothes, or can they not afford it? Why do his siblings not realize that it isn’t sanitary? Who am I to determine what is sanitary or not? I don’t want to judge. I asked our hostess, do these children get sick, she said no they are usually healthy. Still.

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Good morning, village!

7:41 am

I woke up and felt calm. I didn’t feel too excited, or apprehensive, or sad, or happy or anything. I just felt at peace with myself. I think this is the feeling of settling into a new environment.

My internet worked well enough for me to read emails from my close friends back home. I miss home a little bit, especially for the people who are always looking on to see how I am. All the emails brought me to tears, because everyone’s been so honest with me, giving me the gentle third- perspective that I so needed.

I’m late for breakfast, so I will type more later. Good morning, Busolwe! Kojeyo! It’s a bright new sunny day. Everyone’s hard at work already. Maybe we’ll meet even more local kids today at the library, they love to hear the story books read out loud.

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Thinking of home.

At the end of the day I am exhausted. It’s tiring to be stared at all day. It’s tiring not being able to communicate in the same language with the people around us. It’s tiring knowing that a long bike ride awaits before home. This exhaustion has allowed to appreciate all the simple pleasures that exist in my Vancouver life.

The bike ride home is a long stretch of orange dirt road connecting the Busolwe town center to Mugulu. The bike I have is missing brakes on one hand, and the seat is half stripped of the cushion that was once there. Whenever trucks or motorbikes bass by, we must turn town into the ditch on the side of the road, which always throws me off. Literally. People stare. It’s always the same hill every ride to and from work that I have trouble with. I tell myself that people do this daily, that they don’t have pillows and a warm bed to go home to. That they don’t get to leave in three months’ time. That they work so much harder for so much less. That my frustration and complaining is petty. But in those moments of frustration, exhaustion, and embarrassment, I just want to be back home again, in Vancouver. I promise I will be so much more grateful for the essential things which we take for granted in North America.

The evening is cool. I am typing away on a bench outside our little house, watching the other families on the homestead work away to prepare dinner. I’m watching a beautifully blue bird fly with such excitement onto a tree to join his friends… while this is going on, the mother hen is feeding, with her seven little chicks trailing her. The rooster struts around majestically, while insects circle humans and animals with such curiosity. The geckos will be out to feed on these insects soon, and we shall see him as we do every night, on the walls in the room where we take our dinner conversation.

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