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The movie, Freedom Writers, has a main character who resembles many of us new teachers coming out of this new program. We are idealistic, creative, and bold. We also do not have the experience, nor seniority, as other teachers. This teacher overcomes her struggles with her students in their inner-city high school by creating a safe environment in her classroom. They feel that their learning is authentic, and they admire her honesty. The teacher respects her students, and gives them voice by handing them blank notebooks to fill with their own story.

One day soon, I hope I will have my own classroom where I can begin my journey of growth and learning with my students. I want to get to know them, to care about them, to reflect back to them what amazing potential each of them have. Meanwhile, I will balance rest with an anew focus. I am excited, rather than anxious, to move forward. Regardless when I get those notices from the school districts, I will continue to work on becoming better myself, professionally and personally.

Connecting my classroom with the school I founded in Uganda, by creating a penpal program.

Good teachers can spark change by inspiring their students who are the agents of change. But change starts with the individual, and that means I will continue to live by the values and standards I have: respect, care, service to the community. When I finally meet my students they will see that what we learn together can be meaningful because it inspires better versions of ourselves.

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Purpose and meaning

After four hours of a terribly stressful dream about losing my cool as a classroom teacher, I woke up to three alarms that S and I had set the previous night. We caught the 6a.m. bus that took us to the ferry terminal, and arrived in Gibsons, B.C. for our morning presentation at Cedar Grove Elementary School.

When we were in Uganda planning the kindergarten project, we had no resources to jump- start the vision. Our community in Busolwe wanted to establish a school that was attached to the library, and our role in the project was to design a guiding curriculum and present a budget to the Board of Directors of the library association so that they would endorse the plan. S. Sammartino contacted her mother who is a kindergarten teacher on the sunshine coast, and students raised enough money to purchase wood and hire a local carpenter who made the desks and chairs. After our departure, the Busolwe library community interviewed and hired teachers from the capital city, and with a surge in enrolment the school population was close to 200 students in its first year!

Our first fundraiser presentation last year raised over $500 Cdn and that went towards supplying and creating 5 additional classroom spaces for students in K-7. Today’s presentation was a virtual tour through our classroom, and the students were amazed by the great impact that their small coin contributions had made.

Following our presentation, teachers had booked us to come into their classrooms to debrief with the students. Last year we had spoken to all the intermediate students, so this year we visited all the primary classrooms. Students asked us what kind of food we ate, what languages are spoken in Uganda, how far the community was, and why did we name it Mango Grove school. It was amazing to share with the students their wonders and personal connections to this community of students halfway across the world.

It was extremely touching to speak to teachers and other workers in the school about why we still do this on the side of our busy lives. On our ferry ride home, I remarked that it felt like we were leading two lives. For me, this was one busy student teacher life; for Stephanie one busy counselor life; for Hannali one busy life of an aspiring diplomat. It was powerful to watch the video of our simple presentation. Although Busolwe still has many areas in which they are developing, the students who now attend Busolwe Mango Grove have become part of our lives. In a way, we have become international development workers without having anticipated so. Though we have our individual aspirations driven by our passions for education/counseling/international relations, our paths are woven together in this particular segment of our lives.

I am so blessed to have such loving, caring, big- hearted friends who believe in the potential impact of small actions in kindness and hope. At the end of extremely stressful or discouraging days, I remind myself that as long as my actions are grounded in purpose and meaning, any bad day will pass. On the whole, I have made a difference, however small.

“To the world, you may only be one person; but to one person, you could mean the world.”

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Planning

It is way past midnight and I am still planning away for the unit plans I want to teach during my long practicum (which starts in April!). I cannot believe how difficult it is to create my plans. I think that I am too focused on the logistics of it; I need to think outside the box and make my plans using the Big Ideas that I want to teach my students.

I have far too much paper on my desk, I look like I have an important job. I don’t feel like a student in this program, I feel like I am constantly challenged to be professional and on-task. It is actually quite enjoyable, if not so stressful. I need to stay in the present, and keep breathing deeply. I wish inspiration would come already, and my plans would fall into place. This blog post is partly to flush out my frustrations in hopes of clearing some mental space to sort through all my ideas…

It is daunting to think that there will be no spring break nor summer break until I am done the program in August. It’s going to be a rollercoaster ride.

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