During my Grade 10 year in high school, I gained interest in humanitarian actions. I got myself involved in a club called “Global Initiatives” through where we learned about global problems as well as fundraising for our humanitarian trip to the Dominican Republic in the Spring. I was fully engaged in this activity and felt like I was making a positive impact and was feeling good about myself. However that was until I learned to critically think and question myself.
Through the intensive academic program, the International Baccalaureate (IB), I was taught the ways of critical thinking. I began to question my own humanitarian acts, whether I was truly doing it for the good of the people, or was just for my self-interest and this internal questioning still continues. Am I doing this because I really care and wish to change the life of others in a positive manner, or is it because as Gillian Whitlock, writer of Soft Weapons, phrases it, it’s simply fulfilling the “Western traditions of benevolence” and because it is the current fashion to be aware of the global problems?
With the consumption of autobiographies in the framework of humanitarianism and human rights, I feel like many are unable to fully specify why they choose to do. Perhaps there are very passionate humanitarians, but many of us approach and consume these narratives without thorough thought. What are we supporting when we consume autobiographies that consider violations of human rights? Writer of Contesting Childhood, Kate Douglas raises how we gain the false impression readers acquire as advocates for the autobiographical subject when we consume autobiographies.
I find this problem is especially captured in the recent consumer culture where humanitarian efforts have become a commodity in which readers use to embellish their self-representation, and thus marginalized life narratives have started to lose their significance through their mass consumption by uneducated readers. In the Western culture, responding to human rights violations has almost become a trend and humanitarian beliefs and efforts is a fashionable identity to carry. This identity is easily attainable as the mass production and consumption of personal narratives that are circulated across Western bookstores allows accessibility to anyone. With this easy accessibility and the current vogue of humanitarianism, I feel as if life narratives are being carelessly misused as tools to establish and embellish a consumers’ identity. I sense we need to remember that these non-fiction stories should be given more weight as they are personal life events of an individual and therefore they should not be used a decoration to enhance a self-identity.
Myself? I am still unsure whether I am using humanitarianism as a tool to embellish my identity and to be with the current trend or whether I am actually passionate about these cases. Perhaps I will only find out when this trend of humanitarian action passes and I am able to see myself without any external factors.