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The Time of the Doves; So… who was Maria?

This week’s reading of The Time of the Doves by Mercé Rodoreda was definitely a very interesting read yet unfortunately not one of my favourites. I felt the writing style was a bit exhausting to keep up with because such grand and seemingly important plot points would be spoken of in a single sentence with few words, whereas descriptions of the house Natalia worked at as a servant, for example, would take up whole chapters. It was interesting to kind of have those breaths of description however I still wish there was more emphasis on plot points such as Quimet going to war, and Natalia having to enroll Antoni at an abusive school. I just wish there was more time spent on these pivotal moments so that someone reading the book who has no knowledge of the Spanish Civil War, could further comprehend the lifestyle and circumstances of the war.

“I felt very surprised listening to him because I was seeing another Cintet, and I thought how war changes men.” (126).

What I did like about this book however was how similarly to Nada, it emphasized the change in perception and character after one goes off to fight in the war. Before Cintet dies in the war he has a change in perception where he discovers that war is better to be read with history than to be made with guns, therefore I think that this line does a good job of implicitly stating the atrocities and brutalities of the Spanish Civil War and their lasting effects. I think that Cintet’s character at this time can be contrasted with Juan from Nada. Whereas Juan returns from the Civil War as a more violent and abusive character, there seems to be a more calmness manifested in Cintet. This makes me wonder about what changes in character there would be in Quimet had he survived the war. Would his trauma manifest more violently than it was before, or would he become a more gentle character as opposed to the Quimet we see throughout the whole book? Similarly to Natalia, I do wish he came back from fighting so we could really feel that change in disposition since we had become so familiar with Quimet’s personality before he enlisted.

I also really enjoyed Julieta’s character even though she was only mentioned a few times. Specifically, when she’s talking to Natalia about her experience with love, Natalia realizes what different lives they have led and yearns to experience love like Julieta but is then hit with the realization that her reality is one that involves cleaning, and dusting, and taking care of her kids. It felt really heart-wrenching that Natalia doesn’t believe that her life is capable of the lovely things in life she admires such as the gardens, wind, and the living ivy.

My question for this week would be as follows: What do you think is the relevance of the title of this book?

(I personally think that it’s because the representation about how important the doves were to Quimet. Arguably more important than his wife and own kids. Therefore, as the book highlights Natalia’s struggles and unfortunate circumstances, from Quimet’s point of view, it still becomes all about the doves.)

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The Shrouded Woman; what is love if not suffering, rage, and pain.

María Luisa Bombal’s The Shrouded Woman felt like experiencing a sad sitcom. I really enjoyed the way her writing felt entertaining and enjoyable, yet she was still able to tackle intense concepts and sad storylines. I think my biggest struggle reading Bombal was the switches between POVs (demonstrating modernism) and the constant use of metaphors that I sometimes found difficult to unwind in order to understand what the sentence were trying to get across. I also realized that Bombal and even her character, Ana Maria, both like using the textures, sounds, and visuals, of nature as to describe their moods and emotions. That was something I really enjoyed throughout the book. There was always some form of chaos going on yet it was still somehow grounded in the natural elements around the characters, whether the wind was blowing or the thunder was striking.

“Why, oh why must a woman’s nature be such that a man has always to be the pivot of her life.” (226)

There was so much to unpack in this book that I truly don’t think I will ever be able to truly touch on it all, however, what stood out to me the most is how much her first love with Ricardo, affected her entire life. I think that in every conversation she further had with any characters, whether her sons, their wives, Fernando, or Antonio, some part of the way she acted and felt the things she felt was because of the tainted and passionate mark Ricardo had left on her. At first, I was confused when his character was introduced first because to me he seemed the most important and I feel like those are generally saved for last, however, I now understand how vital his story with Ana Maria was in understanding her psyche. She was confused when Luis didn’t get involved with Elena, even though she perceived them as having this youthful and playful love for one another, mirroring what she had with Ricardo. She does later admit that she loved the thrill of success she had over him rather than actually loving him, but I think this is just the story Ana Maria tells herself to cope with the understanding that all her relationships have tainted her definition of love and what it should be like to feel loved. What made her drawn to such difficult and horrific partners, those like Fernando who repulses and humiliates her, Antonio who assaults her, and Ricardo whose departure left her in such turmoil? Maybe because that was all she experienced, that’s all she knows as love.

I think this all leads me to ask this. More importantly, how does Ana Maria maintain to be drawn to such negative connotations of love? Why does she desire for the life she is constantly attracted to, to be one of suffering?

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