This week I read W, or the Memory of Childhood. The structure of this novel was very unique, two books in one. As readers, we were challenged to see how the two fit together and decide if they did at all. “W” is a fictional story about a voyage to the fictional island of W. “The Memory of Childhood” is the other story and Perec’s memoir where he pieces together memories that help him recreate his past.
The reconstruction of memories was an interesting thing to read. It made me realize how trauma can influence memories and how they can be changed and altered. Perec claims he has no childhood memories (pg 6) and continues to take us through all the memories of his life and how they are different and similar in his own history. Sometimes he would second guess facts, “she used to give me two francs every morning (I think it was two francs)”(pg 28). Sometimes memory can seem to be entirely intact until small pieces of information become unclear. This idea reminded me of a memory that I have that has clearly been altered because of the trauma that goes with it. Three years ago, my brother and I were in a car accident, we were both ok, but it was still clearly a traumatic experience. To this day, I am confident that we were driving home from the mall, and I could tell you what song was playing when we were hit, whereas my brother swears I was dropping him off at a friend’s house and claims he’s never heard the song I remember playing. We still have very different accounts of what happened three years later, even though we seemingly have the same memory.
At the end of the novel, I was left with the question, why were these novels intertwined? What relevance did they have to each other, or was there any? I think that they are extremely connected in some ways and in different ways, not at all. The “W” being written by Perec as a child allows him and us as readers to be taken back to his childhood and allows us to connect to his memories in a unique way. In a way, it’s an accurate depiction of how memory works. Particular objects, places, and people can transport you back, and in a way, the story, although not necessarily relevant in context, allows us to take that trip with him.
I would like to know if anyone else has specific memories that differ from what really happened or what others said happened? And what makes a memory truly memorable?