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Fuentes Reflection

This week I read The Old Gringo by Carlos Fuentes. The story is the memory of Harriet Winslow, an American school teacher who finds herself in the middle of the Mexican revolution. She meets a group of revolutionaries led by General Arroyo and accompanied by an old gringo. I had the unfortunate experience of watching the movie The Old Gringo a few years ago with my Dad after he had finished reading the novel himself (my Dad loves the type of texts we read in this class, definitely one of my influences when it came to taking this course). Some might say that watching a movie before reading a book ruins it, and usually, I would agree. But, that is until you watch this movie and realize the book’s narrative is completely lost, so reading the novel was an entirely different experience. 

I found the old gringos story to be a sad and interesting story of destiny and fate. He is unhappy with his life, and to be the master of his own destiny, he travels to Mexico to die in the revolution. Throughout his journey in Mexico, he welcomes the idea of death but eerily talks about how nice he wants his corpse to look when he does finally die. I think his desire for a dignified death comes from the life experiences that have led him to believe he had lived an undignified life. “Which is more important, the way we live or the way we die?” (pg.85). I believe the old comes man learns that there is little difference between life and death

Although this novel is considered short, it took me a long time to read. To me, the book is written more like poetry than prose. I reread pages, underlined more phrases, and there are more sticky notes in this novel than any others. There were so many themes I am sure I even missed some. Life, love, death, patriotism, destiny, identity, the list could go on. I think what was important was that every character, although coming from different backgrounds, had experiences that revolved around these themes in one way or another. For example, both the old gringo and Arroyo battle share the internal conflict with life and destiny. The old man wishes to die with dignity in Mexico, whereas the general wishes to die young, maybe as a way to escape the unpleasantries of his destiny. What did everyone else think Arroyo and the Gringos’ reasons were for wishing for death? How are life and death in the novel the same? How are they different?

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Bombal Reflection

The Shrouded Woman was a very interesting comparison/contrast between the unknown world of death and the certainty of reality. I found reading about Anna-Maria’s life through the eyes of her corpse as a captivating way to bring me, the reader, through the story of her memories. In previous texts we have read I found myself getting lost or confused by the complexity of the writing, and while The Shrouded Woman was no basic piece of writing, the author kept me captivated through every detail making this one of my favourite texts we have read so far.

This book was interesting to me because I feel like it touched on an idea that has always come to me whenever death is brought up. Once we are gone, who will care? What will the world have to say about me and how has my life up to the point of death affected the people around me? Although this is a chilling thought, the author told the story of Anna-Maria’s afterlife experience in a way that almost made her death beautiful, much like the beauty she talked about once having. In her death, she was able to have this realization about her life and how she affected all of the people who visited her in death.

Ana-Maria embodied the expectation I would have for any woman in the 1930s. Her role throughout her life was to be a wife and the memories she has of herself are greatly surrounding her beauty. It made me think of how the woman’s role in society has changed and also how much it has not. Expectations for women in society and perceptions of beauty have changed over time but not enough that I couldn’t not relate to Ana-Maria when it came to her comparing her whole life to how she looked and was perceived at each time of it. I was looking forward to reading a novel by a female author with hopes that they would touch on this aspect of our society as a way to compare it to our modern-day society. I liked that there was an emphasis on women in this novel and that they were each empowered through their own means. 

I hope everyone else reading this book enjoys it as much as I have. A question I would ask someone reading this novel is what is the author trying to tell us about death and how can we use that in our lives today?

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