I think I liked this reading, as much as I was frustrated with the characters. The writing wasn’t as abstract as the previous readings, so it was easier to understand despite still having some fascinating descriptions of the scenery. It felt like we were watching the recollection of Ana Maria’s life via soap opera episodes – so much was happening, and there were so many conflicting relationships between characters. However, one thing remained constant: I did not like the men. In a way, it felt like the author did that on purpose, but it also likely reflects the reality of most women of the time (about 90 years ago). To start, we’re introduced to Ana Maria’s perspective, then when she first described her initial meeting with Ricardo, I went, ah… so this is where the story is going. Since the narrator was a woman, I found the description to be not as aggravating and tiring as the past two readings, but it felt more saddening than anything.
Everything was so dramatic! It felt like no one in this story could hold proper functional relationships. I think this quote near the end describes this novel(?) quite aptly:
“Why, oh why must a woman’s nature be such that a man has always to be the pivot of her life?
Men succeed in directing their passion to other things. But the fate of so many women seems to be to turn over and over in their heart some love sorrow while sitting in a neatly ordered house, facing an unfinished tapestry…” (p. 226)
In a way, this novel was for Ana Maria to wish a goodbye to every single person in her life, in little excerpts. But with descriptions like this, it was as if she were also reflecting on how she let the men in her life affect her lifestyle so heavily. Could she have escaped this fate? Could she have raised Alberto in such a way where Maria Girselda hadn’t suffered so? I don’t think so, given the way she described the events. Perhaps the women could benefit from a support group or therapy, in the modern world, though…
Another quote that I enjoyed was the finale:
“I swear it. The woman in the shroud did not feel the slightest desire to rise again. Alone, she would at last be able to rest, to die.
For she had suffered the death of the living. And now she longed for total immersion, for the second death, the death of the dead.” (pg. 259)
True to the quote, the entire novel discussed the suffering of the living – to the point where death was a relief. But this begs the question, is there any way to escape the reality and sufferings of life if not death? Especially given the time period, where, like Ana Maria said, women had more difficulty with redirecting their passion. Back then, women only had so many options 🙁