Looking Back, Looking Forward

Being sick multiple times over a few weeks teaches you a lot about patience. It provides an excellent opportunity for introspection and increased self-awareness. It helps you reassess your priorities and renew your appreciation for the things you might otherwise take for granted, like (usually) having good health.

My milder mood has also made it easier to review my resolutions for 2011 which, frankly, bombed. As in, not only did I fail to achieve them, they dropped quite sharply downwards.

Oh, well — sometimes, you just have years like that despite your best efforts. 2011 was one of my most challenging years, just as it is most likely going to be one of the most life-changing ones in the long run. Instead of focusing on the difficulties and wishing, as I have every December since 2007, that next year might be better, I’d like to look past the fog of discontent and pay attention to the aspects I might otherwise forget until it’s too late.

because when you stop and look around, this life is pretty amazing

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Things I Love Thursday

bunny sleeping in hand

I love bunnies

snow on the mountains • picking up the Anastasia DVD for $5 at the Robson HMV closing sale • Guu with Garlic • downtown trees all lit up at night • buskers on Granville • the fun of adding an item a day to my Christmas wishlist • the Vancouver Aquarium (oh, many times over! seriously need to invest in a membership) • dolphins belugas sea otters • riding the miniature train during Stanley Park’s Bright Nights • free music on iTunes

practising the power of positive thinking to see how it helps me in getting better — with a dose of prescribed antibiotics on the side, ‘naturally’

Get assistance with the MSP and PhamaCare

help is on the way

Ever wished you didn’t have to make those monthly payments to the MSP or that your prescription drugs didn’t cost so much? You may want to look into getting assistance through the MSP Premium Assistance program and/or Fair PharmaCare.

MSP Premium Assistance is available to Canadian citizens and landed immigrants who have been resident in BC for the last 12 months. Subsidies range from 20 to 100% based on your household net income in the last tax year. As a single student earning only enough to cover regular living expenses, it’s been a great help to me since second year to not pay the monthly $60.50 for the MSP.

Fair PharmaCare is also available to all British Columbians (not just those on MSP Premium Assistance). To be eligible, you need to have MSP and submitted your tax returns from two years ago; subsidies are again based on your household net income. You can easily register online. Anyone who’s ever had to have prescriptions, regular or not, knows they can be quite expensive without a subsidy. Today, I just got a prescription filled for me that came to $1.20 after PharmaCare assistance. Thank goodness!

Unfortunately, I don’t know what you can do if you haven’t reached the one or two year residency requirement (or if you didn’t file your taxes — really, file them). If anyone has suggestions, I’d be happy to hear them.

In the meantime, I’m going to collapse on my bed again. Winter is not good to me.

Chugging along

road sign: hope, next right

The last time I asked for good songs by which to burn the midnight oil, a friend responded with the sage advice of using 8tracks.com, a site dedicated to handcrafted internet radio playlists. Popular playlists at the moment include several lists for study music. I can’t believe no one’s ever mentioned this site to me before — many thanks for the suggestion! I’m following it well.

My brain, by the way, is sizzling in a thick layer of bacon fat. I’ve been wrestling with my thesis argument for an embarrassingly long time and I think I just might have pinned it down. It’s looking back at me from my latest five-page outline, anyway. (A completely different outline to the one I last talked about, by the way.) Theoretically, all I need to do is clean it up a bit, streamline my introduction and gather the last of my primary materials before I start writing for real on Thursday.

Honestly, I’m a little terrified that my ‘aha!’ moment of the argument finally coming together — that mystical moment everyone kept telling me about but which I thought was never going to happen — is going to turn around suddenly and shout, ‘HAHA, FOOLED YA, THAT ONE’S A DUD! YOU HAVEN’T CAUGHT ME YET, NA-NA-NEE-POO-POO!’

We’ll see what happens. I’m pretending to be the Little Engine that Could: I think I can I think I can I think I can…!

Things I Love Thursday

sunset sitting by marine drive, photo doing no justice

cloudy afternoons that make for gorgeous sunsets • squirrels scampering outside my window • my Musqueam language class • success with recipes • popping bubble wrap • the sound of laughter • Chris Medina’s ‘What Are Words’ • the breathtaking weather we’ve been having lately • Love Actually • free lectures • giving hugs • Advent calendars • buying a new book • the Christmas lights twinkling across Vancouver • the full white moon at two in the afternoon • friends and siblings who make food and medicine deliveries

it’s never nice to be sick, but at least I’m ill at a time when I have no exams or pressing deadlines and can focus on getting better!