Tick-tick-tick-tick.
18 years, 10 months, 6,902 days, 165,670 hours, 9,940, 251 minutes, and 596, 498, 838 seconds.
Since October 22nd, this is how many years, months, days, hours, minutes and seconds have passed. Appears to be a long time.
The other day I had this thought about all the time I have.
Or about how much time I don’t have. Whichever way you choose to look at it.
I felt like I was a little box closed in by the walls of time, holding a secure control over all of your actions and movements.
I had to get my watch fixed. Quite nice not to hear it ticking, a constant reminder of the seconds, minutes and hours that are flying by, some of which are unused.
But what is wrong with usused time, time spent doing nothing?
Nothing is wrong with nothing. Yet we make it seem as if it is a waste. Hm.
I have decided to switch my Major from English and Creative Writing to Art History and Creative Writing. The thought that ran into me was the amount of time I had left, and if switching would be a waste of time.
Hold up. I just told myself that I should maybe not consider my passions, my strengths and my dreams, if they take up too much time?
That is going to be a horrendous life.
4 years you must be finished your bachelor everyone, echoes the nightmares of Health and Career classes past.
I call bologna. I am going to take my time, enjoy my time, and live continiously with the time that I am given and take as much as I need. I have realized that this rush, pressure, and finish line we have to cross at a certain TIME, should not and does not exist.
Always remember folks, 5 years > is the new four.
Take your time.
Mad Love,
Ella
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