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and the past, it knocks on your door

(2009)–
beautifully, gently, gracefully the sun
shines on the dew drenched droplets of petals
of air brushed, pastel delicacies of nature’s painting
an answer that must never be wrong
this is what life is, a never-lasting moment of beauty

grey, tarred pot-holed pavements of urine and spit
dried gum in the gutters of the bustling, greasy streets
he reminds me of a grandfather, once proud and arrogant,
him who now sits in that corner, which i pass by every day
“please spare some change, dear stranger”

thoughts that are interlinked, weaved, tormenting and
yet a beautiful depiction of life as it is, as we know it,
as we all fear to accept it. The same rainbow paints the skies,
the difference is the ignorance of its beauty, in the rich, busy, city.
Tall skyscrapers pierce the poster of nature. Slums cry out.

of the things we can’t do, and haven’t finished, and will not do
others aspire towards, wish they could do, long to be given a chance.
one in a thousand rainbows are appreciated, its many shades and nuances
of colour, from when happiness was (to be) simple. nobody knows it,
happiness, who remembers it any more than a really good dream?

but it’s right there. the potential is as wide as the rainbow
the infinite depth to hold the achievements of love, kindness
and acts of consideration, attentiveness, peace.
it doesn’t exist, the sun either comes out full, or the rain washes
the rainbow has long been captured, stuck, as if black and white.

(2008)–
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in between

It is Canadian Thanksgiving today.
Today also marks the 100th Independence Day of Taiwan from China.
I celebrate neither.

In English Lit my professor noted how the marking of statutory holidays defines a nation.
How the days we gather with our family reflects the values we hold dear; it reflects the culture we identify with.

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static

alarm buzzing
water running
toothbrush brushing
bag zipper
espresso maker
keys turning in the lock
doors opening
the whooosh of the breeze greeting me
shoes clicking
ipod blasting
or crooning, depends on what mood i wake up in
sipping coffee
texting clicking
busses whirring
children yelling
parents chattering
stores bustling
cuckoo of the pedestrian light
conversations overheard
clock tower clanging
trees and birds whistling
more conversations
rush of students in and out of class
professor lecturing
silence, library
wandering thoughts
more texting
bus sounds
street sounds
greeting my students; vice versa
teach teach teach
traffic sounds (at night they are softer)
bus sounds
ipod softly singing
deep breaths
sniffing, i must be getting sick
texting
thoughts, recounting my day

all these sounds fill my day, sometimes too overwhelming that I’d rather write it off as static
but at night, when it’s dark and i’m cozy and settled in my sleepclothes
I do like to tease them apart
seeking comfort in reflection

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