I thoroughly enjoyed this book. In fact it might even be my favourite book that we’ve read so far. The storytelling and imagery was done beautifully in the novel and I felt like it was the most realistic and relatable read so far.” It made me truly appreciate the resources and privilege I had growing up cause damnnn (hopefully this isn’t considered swearing).

One of the key themes in the book that stood out to me was the theme of identity. Throughout the narration José was uncovering who he was which was intricately laced with his longing for belonging.  He tried to uncover the pressures of academic success (something I think we can all relate to), while also trying to understand the difference between his personal values and those of his peers (again…we can all relate). I felt the dissonance between him and his classmates, while they were all eager to succeed and do well academically…José didn’t feel the same way. The quote “Nor did I share the anxiety with which each one measured up his chances of success. The subjects taught at the lycée did not inspire me in the least. I worked for working’s sake. I endured them.” (pg.155), reflected his detachment so clearly. 

As I was reading I could feel him questioning his purpose and fulfillment in life, especially because it seemed like those around him had it “all figured out”. Moreover, José struggled to find a balance between staying true to his own “identity” while also conforming to the societal expectations that surrounded him. I couldn’t help but relate to him in that sense, constantly wondering if I’m falling behind (behind what?? I dunno) and if I’m meeting the standards set in society. His struggle with identity was so honest and raw. 

Touching a bit more on the belonging and identity aspect, outside of academics he struggled to find a balance between the life surrounding his grandmothers shack and modern environment of the lycée. He was essentially living between two worlds that were on two very opposite ends and didn’t mend in together. I could feel José’s frustration between finding his own self while trying to find a place he belongs to, that intertwined his own heritage and the world of assimilation that he was surrounded in. Honestly, I really felt for José throughout his novel and even if he wasn’t frustrated…I was thoroughly frustrated for him. 

Question to think about: A bit different from what I discussed but the character of George Roc intrigued me deeply maybe because of his pessimistic view. I’m curious about why the author wrote him as a character that reflects unhappiness and discontent?