Macklemore says my classes are going to rock

I spent this post-Imagine Day evening peeling the shrink wrap off my fresh new textbooks and nerding out super hard over my classes. I have way too many classes ending in “-ology” in my timetable and I could not be more stoked.

Another thing that got me super excited: my BIOL 331 – Developmental Biology professor studies stem cells and epigenetics (aka my research interests over the past two summers). She also posted this in the slides from our first lecture:

Third year, I think I’m going to like you.

Best of luck to everyone on their first day of classes tomorrow!

Switching Syndrome

Apparently I like making up fake disease names, but Switching Syndrome is the name I gave to the feeling I get whenever I switch locations. I have a solid community in both Vancouver and Winnipeg, and each has different strengths and weaknesses. Whenever I go to school in the fall, or back home in the summer, it takes a bit of time to adjust to the new place and social setting.

Even though I’m always excited to see friends I haven’t seen in months, I also feel sad because I’m leaving people behind. It dampens my excitement and in general I get a wash of emotions that are a bit confusing.

I thought I’d be extremely happy to be back in my parents’ house and not have to cook anymore, but I’m finding that I don’t always like the way they cook (they really need to use more green vegetables!), and when I try to cook my mom hovers over me and tells me I’m doing it wrong. I also miss having the control of living on my own, not having to ask permission to go out, and having a clean space. My family is redoing the flooring in the kitchen, so the house is full of kitchen boxes everywhere, and my parents also moved their computer into my room so their clutter has moved into my room. So much clutter makes me feel like I can’t relax, and not even being able to do anything about it since it isn’t my stuff makes me miss my tidy room in Vancouver!

There are good bits to being home, obviously. I have a summer job lined up since the store I worked at last summer wanted me back, so there’s money. Transit isn’t as efficient as Vancouver, but it’s cheaper, and I have access to a car here. I also don’t have to pay for groceries, internet, or electricity. My lever harp is in Winnipeg, so I can go busking (street performing) on nice days. Not to mention my boyfriend is here 😛 That’s the biggest plus.

I’m more or less adjusted at this point, but I still miss my Vancouver friends. I’m sure that when I go back in the fall I’ll have conflicting feelings again, but that’s the way it is! Just don’t ask me to think about what it’ll be like once I graduate!

Semester 2 Review & Update

Hey everyone!  It’s been a long time since I blogged, second semester just seemed to fly by really quickly.  I am trying to enjoy these few weeks I have of peace before summer school starts.  This is actually the first time I have ever done summer school, so I am a little worried about how crammed everything is.  I am taking Biol 234, and Bioc 302 this summer.  This past semester I took Phyl 301, Anat 391, Germ 110, Isci 350, and Fnh 250.

Phyl 301

I didn’t really enjoy this class, I feel like regardless of whether or not you keep up, by final time a lot of that information is gone, the small details at least, and in a course where the small details matter, then you might as well start from scratch when your studying, not really reviewing.  The things I studied really well still felt brand new when I was studying for the final.  Luckily for the second final I had more time to study, than for the first.  I had less than 2 days for that final, and I felt like thats what messed me up the most for the first half of the course.  The second final I had 3 days + 1 night.  It was also a less stressful exam season so I had a clearer head when I was studying for this final.  I gave up on writing EVERYTHING which is what I do to memorize, and what I did for the last final, and just read and read and highlighted.  Overall, I didn’t like this course :/  I think its more about the structure (no midterms/quizzes) and less about the material.  It made me have second thoughts about medicine, but I enjoyed Anat 391 which is under Faculty of Medicine, so I wont let this class derail me too much.

Anat 391

In retrospect I wish I took Anat 390 instead, everyone says its easier, regardless I really enjoyed this class.  Its taught by Dr. A, and he is probably the best professor I have had at UBC.  He just teaches the material very well, and I actually feel like I am learning in class.  I feel like majority of classes at UBC, atleast science, you don’t learn that much in class, atleast for me.  But I felt like he really made things clearer in class, and also made it enjoyable.  Funny professor!  The material on the other hand, you are pretty much memorizing the entire textbook, like literally, there is so much to memorize it can be overwhelming, but its doable, and its strictly memorization, which is great because during the exam you should be able to feel out what you got.  On the midterms I knew my grade exactly when I left by just counting up how many I guessed on, and my guesses are never right, its a either you know it or you don’t class.  I wish the structure of Phyl 301 was modeled after Anat 391, with 2 midterms and a final.  Or in Phyl 301′s case as yearlong, 4 midterms, 2 finals.

 

Fnh 250

So as some of you know I am integrating nutrition in my integrated sciences major, and I really wish I didn’t take my first nutrition course ONLINE.  I got a little lazy this semester and I feel like online courses take another level of determination.  I left a lot of things to last minute, I could have done amazingggg in this class if I didn’t let things pile up.  Regardless, I enjoyed the material, and everytime I’d read the book, I’d wonder why I didn’t start reading earlier.  Compared to Micb books, its such a easy smooth read.  And did I mention the final was open book (online only).  Regardless I enjoyed the material, I am looking forward to the lectures I will attend for the next nutrition courses I’m taking.

Isci 350

In integrated sciences you have to take 7 credits of ISCI courses, so this was one of the courses I chose, “Darwinian Medicine.”  I really enjoyed the class, think I missed one lecture the entire semester and its because my body was too weak for a commute to UBC (any commuters out there, you know what I’m talking about!  Thankfully I will be on campus next year).  The class was small, and there were assignments every weak, and there are group activities, and a presentation, overall I’d say its one of the more interactive courses I have taken at UBC.  I really liked it, I feel like even moreso than Anat 391, I learned a lot just by doing activities, and going to class.  One of my favorite classes this semester.

Germ 110

I had a great prof for this course, seems like this was the semester of great profs.  She was great (Adelheid O’Brien) and the class was very interactive.  I got sick and missed more lectures than I wanted to, but overall it was a good class.  I want to leave UBC with a language, so I’m sticking it out and continuing onto the intermediate level (200′s).  If the next class is hard, in that case I’m moving onto swedish!  🙂

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So this summer I am taking Biol 234, Bioc 302, and on top of that studying for the MCATS! :(  I really postponed this because I’m scared to not do amazing like I need to.  I wish wish wish I just studied last summer when I wasn’t taking summer school.  I am working, taking summer school, and studying for MCATS so this summer is going to be rough!  I want to be on a schedule by Mid May, and right now I’m just getting my study materials together, choosing which books to get, etc.  I will blog about how MCAT studying is going, and summer school is going.  Biol 234 scared me because I tend to do badly in courses that start with a “Biol.” So thats why I left it to the summer, dont want a Biol 204 nightmare.  And Bioc 302 I am also scared of, because a lot of people seem to fail this course, apparently its worse than Ochem, but Ochem wasnt that bad when you look back so I don’t know what to expect.  I have a few friends in Bioc 302, so hopefully that helps.  Going to be a busy summer, hope everyone is enjoying their break so far :)

 

Binta

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Living With a Room Mate

Having successfully survived the year without killing my room mate (or being killed by her :P), I feel like now would be a good time to reflect upon what it’s like to live with a room mate.

I think it’s important to say that Christie and I don’t share a room, so I can’t comment on what it’s like to have that kind of room mate, but we do share a kitchen, living room, and bathroom.

Christie and I have gotten along very well over the past eight months, which I attribute to two main factors: a) we were good friends before moving in together, and b) we have similar personalities.

Both of us are pretty quiet people, so noise has never been an issue. She likes to shower in the morning, I like to shower at night. We’re both good at having open lines of communication so that things which could potentially turn into problems are dealt with before it gets to that point.

Living with another person has also made me learn about myself: I never new how neat I was until I was sharing a space with another person. Christie is… not as neat as I am, but she’s been doing a really good job of being as neat as she can manage, and I’m doing a good job of letting it go if things aren’t always as pristine as they could be. Originally, we had a cleaning policy of “clean up the mess right after you make it,” but that didn’t always happen, so we made up a simple cleaning schedule, which meant one of us cleaned the counters and the other cleaned the floors on alternating weeks. We both found that a schedule was a good motivator for cleaning.

One thing I loved about having a good friend for a room mate was that if I ever wanted to talk to someone, I could just stick my head out my bedroom door, and then I could go back to studying. I loved the impromptu trips to Menchie’s or outings for Mexican food, evenings spent baking, and afternoons spent lying around and talking. I loved having a place that actually felt like home (the dorms never quite did that for me), and I loved having someone who was waiting for me to get home and caring where I was.

Overall, it’s been a great year and I’m very excited for the next one!

on graduating

In Oscar Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray, a portrait of a man alters itself with every vile act the man it portrays takes until it is a hideous thing to look at.  This plant I named Dionysus.

I see Dionysus as the Picture of Miriam.  It has grown splendidly in residence at UBC.  At times, certain leaves have yellowed and I had to pluck them off.  These scars remain, where there are abnormally long gaps between leaves.  It grows marvellously still, in proportion to its tiny pot!

Whenever I re-read my blogposts, as latest as the last few, I never fail to cringe in embarrassment at some ugly turn of phrase, some ludicrous idea, or some self-righteous and ignorant comment that I have made.  Immortalized mistakes, that is what writing is, and most especially blogging, the public side of journal writing.  My greatest desire is to shut this whole blog down, but I can’t help but that think that maybe, maybe someone would come across a post and find it of use.  I will hold out as long as I can without shutting this place down, but if the time comes, you will know why.

I have finished all my courses and I am waiting until my official graduation ceremony in late May.  I wish all of my classmates the best in their future endeavours, and I am always here with an open ear waiting to hear of your successes and, if you need a hand, your falls.  I don’t quite believe in fate, and I don’t think we exist as passive pawns in this game of life.  Yet I find companionship is best explained as two kids sitting at the edge of the wave pool in North Van., just sitting as the waves gently wash over our chests at brief intervals, just waiting for the next one to come for us both.  I’d be delighted to keep in touch with anyone I have interacted with here at UBC, if only to share commentary on the waves we’re sitting through.

I am pursuing a Masters in (political) philosophy at Queen’s starting in September for 12 months.  I do not expect to blog.

Congratulations, everybody, on making it through another year.

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An Unfortunate Reality

Sorry for the long hiatus from blogging; I have been busy with several projects as well as finishing my sixth co-op term. I have also been doing a lot of reading recently. When I first came to UBC, I was maybe reading one or two books per year. Last year, I managed to get it up to 25 books; this year, I’m on track to finish 52 books (one per week). For instance, some of the books I have most recently finished include Gretchen Rubin’s The Happiness Project, Ai Mi’s Under the Hawthorn Tree, and Susan Cain’s Quiet; I have also been reading books such as Ricardo Semler’s Maverick, Cali Ressler and Jody Thompson’s Why Work Sucks and How to Fix It, and Ayn Rand’s Atlas Shrugged. I mention these last three books because they highlight an unfortunate reality I have come to realize in spending time at work instead of at class: many, if not most, work places pay their employees for their time.

Why do I call this concept of employers paying their employees for their time an unfortunate reality? It doesn’t seem like it can be all that problematic. From what I can see, it appears to be the most common compensation system used today. It makes it easy to standardize across employees, job positions, and work places. It makes it easy to calculate how much to compensate employees, and for employees to know how much to expect to be compensated. Furthermore, it makes it easy by eliminating the need to measure results; although this reduction in required work is beneficial on its own, it is especially beneficial if those results are difficult to measure.

Despite these benefits of the pay-for-time compensation model, I stand by my original claim that this model represents an unfortunate reality. Although I feel there exists a broader and stronger argument for this claim, I will here reduce my argument to two premises. The first is a minor premise in which I will argue that the simple concept of paying for time does not make any sense. The second is my main premise in which I will argue that the concept of paying for time is essentially a bad business decision.

Let us begin. I feel that the unfortunate decision for employers to pay their employees for their time does not make any sense. Suppose an employee spends their entire work day in meetings. Suppose an employee spends their entire work day chatting with co-workers in the hallway. Suppose an employee spends their entire work day at their desk, planning the work they should be doing. Suppose an employee spends their entire work day resting their eyes and recuperating energy at their desk. Suppose an employee spends their entire work day at their desk, checking their Facebook, e-mail, online shopping websites, etc. Suppose an employee’s typical work day looked like any of these. They have given the employer their time; has the employer received what they expected? (Hopefully not)

I think that it is evident that justification for pay is not justified by the employee being in the workplace; it is my understanding (and perhaps my hope) that employers hire employees because there is a job to be done. That is, there exists something in one state that the employer hopes to bring into another state by means of an employee. Whether that be bringing a website from an idea in the employer’s head to the internet by means of an employee; whether that be bringing hamburger patties from a box in the freezer to their part of a cheeseburger; whether that be bringing samples from the lab to their form as data, or analysis, or conclusions drawn, there exists a job that the employer means to complete using the work of the employee. This being the case, it does not make sense to hire somebody to complete a job, but then to pay them for something that is potentially completely unrelated.

Now, I will argue (beyond the observation that it simply does not make sense) that the pay-for-time model is a bad business decision. One of the key goals of any business venture is to make a net profit. One key way to increase the possibility of increasing the net profit is to increase the value produced by the employees, whether that be in number of products made or the number of clients satisfied by a service. I feel that this increase in value production is discouraged by the time-based compensation model.

Why? If, as an employee, you finish the minimum requirements of your job early (that is, more efficiently than expected), there are two things that can happen. The first is that you do whatever you want (eg. Facebook, e-mail, gossip) until your time for the day is up. This is problematic because it makes it look as if you are slacking off, and thus potentially puts you at risk for being fired. The second is that you’re given additional work, for no extra pay (since compensation here is based on time). This means more effort on your part, with no real motive (because the minimum requirements of the job have already been met, your pay could be secured if you draw out your work; as a result, this extra expended effort is essentially being supplied to your employer for free. Furthermore, you’re also losing that downtime you could have used to check your Facebook, e-mail, catch-up with friends, or whatever else). In the case of co-workers who also lack motivation, it is even more demotivating to take on extra work when you see a co-worker who could be doing the extra work, but has taken precautions not to. In any case, it is evident that paying employees for their time discourages any increase in the production of additional value.

In case it is not immediately apparent, I would like to emphasize that this is not beneficial for employers. As has been shown above, time-based compensation models are not good for business. Although there is the potential for results to be obtained faster and/or better, this potential is not easily tapped into due to the de-motivating nature of time-based compensation. To make matters worse, paying employees for their time encourages employees to learn how to game the system. “Lazy” (potentially read as “smart”, depending on your perspective) employees will quickly learn to draw out their work to both minimize their required effort expenditure as well as their risk of looking unproductive. There may also be artificial selection against workers with potential to produce that extra value; this may take place if they finish early and look unproductive (thus getting fired), or if they take on extra work and then become un-motivated or feel that they’re being treated unfairly (extra effort with no reward) compared to either their past efforts or their co-workers (thus quitting). Whether it be the loss of potential value production or of valuable employees, time-based compensation does not benefit the employer.

To make matters worse, I would argue that payment for time is detrimental to employees. First, it pits the employee against the employer in a game of deceit. As mentioned above, the compensation model encourages employees to game the system. But it also goes farther than that, it paints the employer as a bad guy, a punisher, who deals extra work for good effort. This can devastate the relationship between the employer and the employee. Second, it trains employees to not work hard. This is bad for both the current employment, as well as employments in the future should the habit carry over. Finally, it is not the best use of an employee’s time. This is good for de-motivation, decrease in morale, and destroying any sense of respect from the employer felt by the employee. For reasons such as these, time-based compensation is also harmful to employees.

Here I have argued that the unfortunate reality of the time-based compensation model is that it is nonsensical and bad for business. I feel that this model has been convenient in the past, but I feel its flaws are too great to ignore. I feel that better alternatives could include giving raises upon assigning extra work, paying people extra (eg. bonuses) for extra work performed, or allowing people to own their time (ie. allow them to leave work upon completing their allocated amount of work). Alternatives such as these are progressive, but I feel that they are much better alternatives to the tradition of compensating workers simply by the time they put in.

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