TOMORROW IS MY FIRST CHEM LAB AND I MAY OR MAY NOT BE FREAKING OUT.

One friend is telling me, “Don’t worry you’ll be totally okay!” while also saying “Oh my gosh one girl totally messed up halfway through the lab.”

This is probably the scariest first experience ever. …And it hasn’t even happened yet!!

There’s like that giant air-bubble of anxiety in my tummy area right now. It’s making want to run around. Actually… run anywhere but the direction of my lab.

I have to remember so many things. Tie hair back. Close-toe shoes. Long pants. Goggles. Lab coat. Lab Manual. Design form. Calculator.

I got this.

No.

Yes.

Maybe.

Maybe.

Well. I will definitely blog about it when it’s over.

If your friends are all chill about the lab while you’re spazzing out, don’t even worry. …Because I’m spazzing out too.

AHHHHHH.

Sense of Community

When I first found out about the Coordinated Science Program (CSP), I was seriously against it. My older sister did it and I was really sick of doing what she did. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized it might actually be helpful. (Plus I may or may not have been too lazy to choose my own schedule…)

What I realize now is just HOW helpful CSP really is.

Socially, I’ve met so many new people and have gotten at least 10 new numbers on my phone and at least more than a dozen new facebook friends. Everyone’s all smiles in CSP and it’s so much easier to adjust to university life. 

Academically, I’ve received help for classes by some of the smartest people I’ve met. I learn in class from the questions my fellow CSP-ers ask. And all the new numbers and facebook friends will definitely come in handy when I want to get a study group going.

I talked with a friend of mine who is in general science and she’s telling me how hard it is for her to make friends and meet people, how it isn’t easy because everyone in her class is different and sometimes she’s too shy to introduce herself.

The root of my advice here is to find a way to be involved in a community. Right now for me it’s CSP and Blog Squad. Just knowing that there are people out there I have things in common with is a comfort. Whether it’s a club or a sport or even a study group, that sense of community and friendship makes the transition a lot easier.

However, don’t stuff your plate too full of extra-curriculars if you’re taking 5 courses (like I am). It’ll make things more difficult than easy. Just join one thing at a time until you have a definite idea on how you can handle your school work (after all, above everything, that’s what you’re paying to go to UBC for). Take things one day at a time and keep your head up! …Don’t get behind on readings either!

(Now I’m just cramming all the advice I can into one post)

If you didn’t get into a program like CSP, there are LOADS of opportunities for community and new friendship. I’ll link the club site…. HERE. 

IN FACT, Clubs Days are coming up! They’re on September 19th, 20th, and 21st in the Student Union Building (SUB). Go wander about the clubs, find what you’re interested in and join it!

Knowing you aren’t alone makes getting up and going to school a lot easier. Just like in high school, we all like school because of our friends. So go make some!

WAIT ONE MORE THING.

Definitely don’t be afraid to introduce yourself. Anyone who acts rude after you introduce yourself with a friendly smile don’t deserve your friendship! You never know they might be just as shy and need someone else to make the first move but if you don’t then everyone’s running around the same circle. So… BE A MAN AND DO THE RIGHT THING. … Or woman. …Just say hi.

IMAGINE!

Wow.

Literally, that’s all I can say.

My MUG name was Meiosis, don’t make fun of the nerdiness of it, there were several other  geeky science-y MUG (My Undergraduate Group) names. And I was on Squad 66 since I’m in the Coordinated Science Program (CSP). My MUG leader was Jason Lee and he was great! And hilarious and so full of energy it was hard to be sleepy. Though by the end of the day I was pretty wiped.

The Wow factor for me was the pep rally. Just. Wow. It was just so huge, there were so many people. It was so intense. Super intense. And now the science cheer is forever stuck in my head.

3.14159 
We are science, we’re so fine
Physics, Bio, Chemistry, 
You can’t handle our degree!
Sci-ence, U-B-C! 

I ALSO MET PEOPLE IN CSP, which is logical considering the fact that my squad, and therefore my entire MUG, was CSP students BUT STILL! The excitement of not having to face these classes alone is a big relief. It’s fun to be feeling things other than anxiety and nervousness.

*Sidenote: Has no one noticed the crazy amount of acronyms at UBC? It’s a bit crazy.

Okay! I will try to remember to eat well and sleep well!

C-S-P … P-P-P-P-POUND THAT SHIT!

Oh the cheers you learn…

I feel like there are a lot of things in store for me here at UBC.

UBC BE KIND TO ME.