Surprises (Reflection Feb 2 – 6)

What surprised you (either positively or negatively) on your first week of practicum, and why was it such a surprise?

What surprised me the most was how much variation there can be between two blocks of the same class. My first week on practicum I taught two classes of grade 8 textiles. Not having a strong background in textiles, I was nervous to pick up this group first. Despite the nervousness, I thought my first class went well considering it was my very first class. I am fortunate enough to have two sets of 8s, so what didn’t do so well with the first class, I can adjust for the second. What I wasn’t prepared for was the variation between the classes. I quickly found out that one period seemed more advanced. The students seemed to be more academically inclined, and they were finishing and mastering activities faster than I can assign them. The second class required more patience and instruction. Many kids seemed impatient and didn’t want to do the tasks. One student in particular would try to have me do everything for him.

I knew there was going to be variation when I started. No two classes are the same. I just didn’t expect the variation to be that big. The difference in behaviours could be attributed to the block rotation system. This particular school does not rotate their blocks mostly to accommodate other programs at the school. That means block 1 is always the first block, and block 8 is always the last block. Students may be more restless near the end of the day, which would explain their behaviour. I personally think it’s also due to other programs that explain why certain students are placed in certain spots. The honours program at this school has students taking classes that are only available at certain time slots. This means less flexibility when placing them in the rest of their classes, and thus having one group that is more academically inclined than the other.

Although I can make adjustments to my lessons after teaching it to the first class, I still have to keep in mind that the two blocks are different, and the adjustments I may make for one class may not work for the other. They weren’t kidding when they say teachers have to be flexible, and now I learn that it’s more than just adjusting activities for time, but being able to adjust activities for the kind of class itself. As a student, you’re not aware of how different classes are. Teachers teach a lesson, and there’s only one way to do it. But in reality there is so much to consider when planning and carrying out your lessons, and it’s something I will definitely have to keep in mind when I plan my future lessons.

Another thing that surprised me this week? My voice. I know I can raise my voice when I have to. I think a part of that comes from my playing a pretty large instrument when I was younger, which required a lot of air to make any sound. I just rarely do so, so I never realized how loud it can be until this week when I accidentally scared/ made students jump by suddenly raising my voice. As a result, my throat is now sore. I actually don’t normally talk much in a day. I feel like I can get by with saying less than 2000 words a day sometimes. So going from that to suddenly having to speak clearly and frequently surely gave my voice a shock. I actually didn’t know voice strain was a thing until very recently, and I am very much hoping that my voice will adjust. A friend suggested that I be more mindful of my diaphragm, and that the volume and air of my voice should be coming from the stronger muscle rather than my throat, which makes sense as it’s exactly the same thing you do in music. I’ll also have to start to find different ways to get the attention of the class without having to basically shout over the noise, and that I don’t consider to be annoying or cheesy.

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