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International ResidenceLife

Lists Are Dandy, Don’t You Think?

I have done so much since I arrived, I don’t think I could capture my experiences all that well in words…to make this easier on myself, I am making a list.

In the past 3 days at UBC I have:

  • Tried sushi, and loved it!
  • Walked over 10 miles (16 km)
  • Seen 2 naked hippies
  • Made about 20 friends
  • Moved into my dorm completely
  • Gotten little sleep
  • Eaten 7 apples
  • Invited about 10 random people to go get dinner or explore (they all accepted!)
  • Had Pita Pit at 11pm with a new friend I had met an hour before
  • Talked to some of the most interesting people I could describe
  • Had sushi a second time!
  • Had a guy hit on me while riding a bike (who knew that was possible!?)
  • Discovered what a great resource Facebook can be
  • So much more.

So far UBC has been amazing. It has never been more easy to make friends. In fact, I spent this afternoon with a few new ones, going to dinner in town then heading down to Wreck Beach to see the sunset. I’ve met people from everywhere in the world (and befriended a good lot of them). I’ve also discovered that any free meal tastes delicious. All of this with just the international students…I am incredibly excited for everyone else to arrive. UBC is going to be an incredible experience.

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International ResidenceLife

Moving In, Working Hard, Having Fun

I moved in to Totem Park this morning, and was happily surprised with what I found. My room is at the very end of a hall, it’s a large single, which means it’ll be able to absorb my tendency to over-pack. Totem is so huge, each floor consists of two hallways with connecting hallways every so often. The bathrooms are big, as are the common rooms, and the houses themselves will be filled with so many people, I know I’ll make tons of friends. Though it was all a bit confusing at first, I think I’ve got it down.

We spent the last couple days driving up to Vancouver from San Francisco. We drove through Portland, Oregon and Seattle, Washington…two of my favorite cities. The sun set just as we crossed the border, so my first views of the city were in shadows and pools of light. It all took my breath away.

So far I’ve been drifting between loving the city and everything around me to being utterly confused and frustrated. This switch happens in seconds and occurs several times throughout the day. I know it is one of those things that will go away with time, I just have to wait it out.

Actually, we went to the mall today in search of a swimming suit and a bathrobe (both dorm necessities, in my opinion). I wasn’t that worried about finding them as it was a rather big mall and we had lots of time. Well, as soon as we walked in I knew it would be harder than that. We looked at the directory and only recognized the names of two stores, neither of which sold what we needed, so we set off in search of any store that even looked like it had either swimming suits or bathrobes. We found nothing. It was the first time I ever felt like I was in a truly foreign place. Don’t get me wrong, I know Canada is not America in the least, it’s just quite easy to forget that fact sometimes.

There is so much to do! I’ve got my room to unpack and decorate, my U-Pass and UBC Card to pick-up, a resume to write, a job hunt to go on, and more shopping to do! UBC so far is amazing, and it’s only just beginning.

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International

Hoping Everything’s Not Lost

I, just now, had my first pang of loneliness. I was sitting here, on my bed, at nearly 2AM, going through my endless belongings, throwing out half of it and tucking away the rest for my University life when it was like, boom, the high died. I looked around me and saw my dog sleeping lazily on my pillows, my open computer playing “Everything’s Not Lost” by Coldplay, and all these boxes and containers swallowing the living room I’ve been using as a bedroom the past few months. I realized that all of this will be gone in a matter of days, within a week I will be completely alone, 800 miles (1,300 km) away, independent Sam, off at college. I am terrified.

I am supposed to be the strong one. The nomad, completely indifferent to changing locations, faces, places. I really shouldn’t be so scared. I never have been before. Yes, I know this is different, as it is supposed to be. I just can’t shake the feeling that I’ve been dreaming the past few months, looking over my life like it is as some sort of limbo before UBC, not as what it is, my life. Did I spend my time to the fullest? Should I have been calling friends instead of reading the UBC view books over and over? Will I regret my choices a week from now? I have no answers, but I hope this is just a phase.

Honestly, I am excited. Already I’ve met several amazing people through Facebook that I can’t wait to meet in person. I am not worried about fitting in or finding friends, I’m just worried about the life I am leaving behind, the person I am leaving behind. The Sam that stayed in bed an extra half hour just to talk to and pet her dogs, the Sam that did wheatgrass shots with her mom at Jamba Juice this afternoon, the Sam that could kill a day writing a love letters to friends. I just want a little more time to be here until I dive back in to school, to schedules, to work.

I know that once I get up there this will fade. I will get so caught up in the sheer amount of things to do that I won’t have time to sit and think about everything I left behind, all the people and habits and pets; all the things that will be waiting for me when I get back. It’s just now, when it’s dark and quiet outside, when there are only thirty-six hours before I leave and boxes all around me that I realize how much I am going to miss it all.

I am going to work very hard on staying strong.

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International Personal

Allow Me to Introduce…

I thought I’d post some pictures so you can get to know me and the people in my life a little better…

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Academic International

This is the Hope I’ve Been Searching For

I am writing this first entry on a plane, which rather appropriate, seeing as I have spent most of my life as a transient. I am at my most comfortable while traveling, mostly due to the fact that I have been doing it so long. I am the modern nomad. I have lived in over seven states, eleven cities, and twenty homes. My parents aren’t in the military, as most people assume; they are just divorced and like to move. Actually, that’s what I am doing right now, making the transition from a week at Dad’s, in Wyoming, to Mom’s, in California. Though, my time with my mom is short as well, as a week from now I will be moving into Totem Park Residence. It seems I am always on the go.

Anyway, my name is Samantha, though I never go by it. Most people just call me Sam. I am eighteen years old, American, and just about to start my first year at UBC in Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. I am the fish out of water, and I am just about as lost as that entails. This point in my life means a lot to me, as it does to just about everyone. I have worked very hard to get to this point and it seems jumping through the many hurtles and loopholes to get to UBC has made realize just how much I want it. Granted, I’ve wanted UBC pretty bad, ever since I saw it.

I actually applied to UBC and was denied on account of a lack of “senior level academic courses.” I was enrolled in an independent study high school at the time (think home school with teachers) so I was able to take on a psychology class and finish it in time to get credit for it and resubmit my application. What this means is I read an entire, twenty-chaptered, college prep, psychology textbook, and took a year’s worth of tests in the span of two months. All the while shoving my way through half a year of Algebra 2, all so UBC would grant me admittance. But that still wasn’t enough, as all that work only got me into “Broader-Based Admissions” so I had to write an essay to convince UBC that I was worthy. I did, and they must have liked me, because I got my letter of acceptance the day I finished my last Algebra test, the day before my eighteenth birthday. I can honestly say that it was one of the best presents I had ever received.

So why did I care so much? What’s so great about UBC? I’ve encountered these questions countless times, and my answer is usually long, a listing of facts mixed in with genuine adoration of my soon-to-be school. UBC to me is a land of opportunity, a place where people like me, the misfits who never really felt like they belonged anywhere, find who they really are, make friends, and become a part of something amazing. The campus is one of the most beautiful places I have ever seen in my life, and I have seen a lot of places. The people are friendly and warm and welcoming and come from every place in the world. It is the first school, out of eleven, that I have ever really been proud to call my own, for once in my life I am ready to participate.

To be honest, two years ago, I hadn’t even heard of UBC. My mom had a conference up in Vancouver and decided to take me along. I remember it vividly, the night we arrived our hotel was downtown, and as we drove across the Granville Bridge I could see the glass buildings of downtown Vancouver, glowing against the black sky. It was in that moment I had an epiphany, for it was the first time I ever truly felt at home.

I have visited twice since that first trip, once with two of my best friends, and then again for the camp UBC Connect. By the end of it all I was so in love with the school I would do just about anything to call it my own.

Looking back now, as Utah drifts below me and the clouds break to a fresh August morning, I really am grateful to be where I am now. I don’t tell my parents enough how amazing they are, to be helping me so much with affording my education, and for letting me go, up to the great north, having enough faith in me to take care of myself. I think it is all their support, as well as that of my friends down in Orange County, and even this group, the First Year Blog Squad, that gives me that faith in myself. Because I think, if I didn’t have my mom buying me winter clothes, my dad giving me advice, the promises of my best friends to stay in touch, and the belief that my voice is an important enough one to share, I wouldn’t be in such an amazing place in my life, and for all of this and so much more, I am truly thankful.

UBC’s motto is “It’s Yours”, which is fitting, as UBC will soon be mine. Mine to take and shape into what I need out of the next four years, and I couldn’t be more excited.

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