I won’t lie, this book was a little strange. Starting it, I thought (naively) that this would be a book about a boy who loved his mother dearly and wanted to tell the world all about her. Ending it, I’m seeing that this is a boy who loved his mother, yes, but loved her in a way that bordered on incestual. I don’t think I’ll be able to properly explain the rollercoaster I experienced as I read about his evolving perspective of her.
I think an interaction between them that really well summarizes their relationship is when the young man is late to come get his mother. It first displays his self awareness: “Agostino crawled through the sand to face her and repeat in what even he knew was a nagging and almost sarcastic voice” (14). This self awareness is something that is portrayed throughout the book, as he is introspective about the reasons behind why he enjoys boat rides with his mother, his discomfort with the young man courting his mother, and his persistence in returning to the group of poor boys. The second part of this scene, when his mother slaps him, and it feels “soft, almost accidental and regretful.”, to me presented this: even when he is the subject of punishment, he still is able to recognize his mother’s softness with him. To me, I thought that this conclusion presented the extent of the love that he had for his mother. Finally, when she calls for him but does not really put in any real effort into finding him, I got from this that the same type of dedication that he felt towards her was not the same as what she felt towards him.
A section that was strange to me was with the Saro. **Random digression, he had six fingers, and so did Nadja’s first lover that was described in the book. Both of their response were of shock and slight disgust I believe.** Anyways –when he was first introduced as the older man who was surrounded by young boys, I was immediately suspicious. These suspicions were confirmed following his experience with him on the boat. What most confused me, however, was the fact that over time he chose to play into the conclusions that had been made about him. Which would be my question, why, despite his apparent disgust with Saro and the ideas being formulated about his boat ride with him, did he still choose to play along with these thoughts of him?
I guess my final thought about this book (sorry I am about to get a bit political), was about his description of Homs. While it is a book set within history, I was really bothered by the constant referral to him as the “black boy”. I believe that authors can choose how to frame their characters, and I really really disliked his portrayal of Homs.