Guatemala, Part One: Mandy, Dexter and a pair of shoes named Tom

When you listen to enough This American Life, everything around you becomes profound. Scotty D knows what I’m like after I’ve listened to a few hours of it. When I was traveling from Seattle to Houston, and Houston down to Guatemala, I began experiencing an episode, or a trip through one, of This American Life. I hard the stories of travelers who have all be brought to the very same spot for one brief period in time.

Seattle midnight flight to Houston, Texas. Meet Mandy, seat 20B sitting between myself in the window seat and a boy who’s name is Dexter. We only learned his name from the name tag on his sharp service uniform. He never said a peep the entire flight.

Mandy is around my age, a high school graduate, not working or in school, but knows she’s interested in cosmetology. She was on her way to Florida for her grandfather’s funeral. He was 98. It was a somber conversation, with little hick ups of laughter and conversation about what UBC is like as a school.

Mandy’s parents sat across the aisle from us. They leaned over every once in a while to see who I was and what a girl in a burgundy cardigan would talk about with their daughter. What did they think I was up to? We began chatting because she noticed my TOMS Shoes when I almost fell over her and Dexter when I was making my way to my window seat. It’s a classic part of my character to fall over everyone I can on a plane, to hit people with my backpack, to say sorry 78 times for hitting people with my backpack, and to fall up any staircase I find.

Mandy saw the TOMS logo on the back of my shoes as I made a head dive for the window. She wondered if they are comfy and worth the buy. She’s looked at TOMS before, shown particular interest in the black sparkly pair, but has never made the move to buy them. I wonder what would of happened if I didn’t wear my TOMS. Would we of started talking? Would we of went to sleep and been like Dexter, not saying a peep the entire flight?

Mandy seems like the kind of girl who is still coming out of her shell. She knows she likes TOMS shoes, but has never had the guts to buy a pair. She knows she wants to get into cosmetology but hasn’t applied to any schools yet. Yet, I still think she knows who she is deep down on the inside, which is the ultimate cheesy thing I can say in this blog post. Rock on.

We land in Houston. I had fallen asleep to CBC Radio 3, which features Canadian artists for en entire hour of podcast-goodness. Maybe it made Mandy’s accent stand out more, or maybe to her it made me seem more exotic to someone who had only been to Edmonton’s airport.

It’s six in the morning. My face felt like it needed to be washed, I had hardly slept in the last few days and I knew I need some breakfast. I headed in the direction that looked more promising for food inside Bush Intercontinental Airport. I never bothered to put on my glasses during this struggle to read signs in the airport, I was giving in to the lack of sleep. This meant for difficulties in reading displayed menus. Smart choice, Erica.

Part Two of my trip to Guatemala will be posted over the next week.

My Friends, They Travel, Lots.

Down on the bottom right side of my blog, I have a links section called, “My friends travel the world this summer.” Literally, they are traveling the world and doing some pretty cool things. They’ll be gone the entire summer and living abroad. What’s even cooler is that they are all my age, just completed their first year of university, and now they are off in the world all on their own. Hopefully, more of them choose to create blogs to share their stories with you, these are just some of my friends who are maintaining blogs while they are gone, but for now I have a few to share with you today.

Check out James in Hawaii as he works on the France-Hawaii-Canada Space Telescope on top of a volcano.

Check out Lindsey in Tanzania as she lives in an orphanage for the summer.

Check out Meagan in Jinotepe, Nicaragua who is working with BaseCamp International.

Check out Jess in Ghana as she lives & volunteers there for the summer.

Check out Peter in Cape Town, South Africa as he works on an eco-construction project

Oh hey Canada, long time no see.

I’ve got a story. Last week, I road around the mountains in Guatemala in the back of a truck. Jalapa is about 2 hours east of Guatemala City. Dusty roads. Roads that go Up and down. A lot of cowboy hats and a lot of tiendas, which are little convenience stores that serve the best Fanta you could ask for. There was a play list that went on in my head while I stood in the back of the truck. Bon Iver’s For Emma, The xx’s VCR, Belle and Sebastian’s It Could Have Been A Brilliant Career.  I brought my signature black Volcom backpack. Rocked the side bun and front braid. Wore my TOMS with outrageous pride.

I landed in a country where I didn’t know anything more than how to say “hello” and “good bye.” Because really, what do you do? I flew down straight from UBC all by myself. How do you get to your hotel? How do you communicate your needs or ask for prices on goods? I arrived at Guatemala City’s airport in my big nerdy glasses. I already stood out because I was the only young white girl there. The glasses didn’t help.

I could tell you about the things I did while I was down there volunteering, but what I found to be more interesting was the people I met. An engineering masters student from Iraq in Texas, the man who blew up the Death Star, a girl on her way to a funeral, and a teenage boy living in the mountains who was never taught how to mix primary colours.

I’ll be posting a series of stories about these people and the experiences I had with them in Guatemala and in my travels. They’ll be up on the blog over the next few weeks.

Summer 2010 is just beginning.

ebakes is gone

Hello world,

I have taken off to Guatemala until the beginning of May to do some volunteer work. I’ll be back with more posts, Music Monday, and stories from my trip when I come home. Currently, I’m in YVR waiting for the shuttle bus to take me to Seattle to catch my midnight flight. It’s my first time traveling internationally by myself- crazy stuff. I’ve been given my tasks to complete while I’m gone (nudge nudge James) and I have promised numerous impossible gifts to many friends (M(a)egans, Scotty D) and I cannot wait to come home with an armful of mangos instead.

A huge thanks to everyone who helped me move out of Totem Park today. Maegan, Megan, Alyssa, Kevin (you gave me a box that in the end became Alyssa’s), Lauren, Lindsey, and Mychel. I most likely couldn’t of done it without you and I would of ended up living at Totem Park for the rest of my life just trying to clean out my room. But then again, that would of allowed me to be around you guys just a little bit longer.

Horray for being done first year & enjoy the end of exams, everyone!

Sincerely,
ebakes. That girl who blogs.

Muzic Monday

Exams. Freak Out.
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Ben Gibbard & Feist- Train Song

“He’s not sure who he sympathizes with anymore. It’s a very romantic idea- this particular vision of what it means to live inside the enemy camp. How you lose your barrings and you forget how to fight because some other impulse inside you takes over.” – Ira Glass, This American Life, Episode #404 Enemy Camp

I lead a Mob. New today, check out my really random bio (all the way at the bottom) and explore our new website, here.

Dear Erica,

My friends: Lauren, Megan, Katie and myself in the UBC Rose Garden last weekend. This is a shot I took after we finished up a photo shoot. They were nice enough to take time out of their day to be my models for a VISA 183 project. That’s why I’m in TOMS and they are in heels. What lovely folk they are.

Last summer, I was asked to write a letter to myself for me to receive in the mail one year later. This happened before I started university. Last Friday was a little less than a year, but it came. Somehow, for once, I didn’t recognize my own handwriting that spelt out my name and address on the front of the envelope. I opened it, unsure of what was inside, until I saw 5 main goals written on the outside of the folded sheet of paper.

It read,
“GOAL:
BFA Honours -> MFA
Learn French
Starry Night
Be physically fit
Be happy with yourself”

These were the things I cared about the most. I wrote this just a week before I was leaving for UBC last August. I can say that most of those goals are being met. If you are wondering what Starry Night means, that’s a story for another day that I will share with you soon.

There is also what I wrote inside.

“Dear Erica,
I hope that you have found a great love, your passion and all the inspiration in the world. I hope you reach your Top 20 Under 20 goals. I hope you are sleeping about 8 hours a night and physically fit. I wonder what your relationship is like with Trevor. I think I just ended it with him but it’s usually never over. I hope Starry Night took off and the Mob is a huge success. I hope your grades are around 85. I hope AE in Vancouver is great. I hope you found your life long friends. I hope your acne has cleared up. I hope you still listen to Viva Radio & This America Life.

Be honest.
Use your ethical compass.
Focus on your grades.
Live your life.
Be honest some more.
Share everything with Loran.
Go to Disney World.”

Then there are little things I wrote at the bottom of the letter,

“I’m just trying to be me, whoever that is.” – Bob Dylan

“Make someone’s day special. If you aren’t happy -> figure out why and change it.

Love, Erica Baker.”

Under that, it says “Read reverse.” I flip over the paper. I’ve included a five dollar bill and a note.
“Okay so I’m making a little investment. I’m putting it in this envelope  hoping it makes it to the new me in a year. Use it on something you really need. Use it on something that will make you happier. Use it to benefit yourself. You need to be happy. You need to take care of yourself. Love.”


What a perfect time for me to receive this. I only have two more days of class and I’m currently reflecting on my first year of university. Overall, I have achieved what I wanted.

This semester, I finally convinced myself 8 hours of sleep is good. I am now more comfortable with my body and I even have gone to the gym a few times. To add to that, I took pole dancing classes, joined a UBC REC soccer team and played on my floor’s football team. Hannah even took me for a few early morning runs along old NW Marine Drive & took me swimming in the pool.

Trevor. I wanted to go home this summer to be able to be around him. Those plans didn’t work out. We had a good few months of contact in the winter. Christmas break was a lot of fun, it felt like I had never left my hometown and that we hadn’t stopped dating. 5 years is a long time. Now, we don’t talk. We were living a half-relationship half-not sort of thing for a while that was just too stressful on my system. I’ve really grown in five years, and he hasn’t changed, we’re just not the same mix anymore. It’s hard to find things in common besides the past, but he’ll always be someone I want to call “baby.”

I’ve found my lifelong friends. They know who they are. I have 23 photos of one of them on my wall in my dorm room. We counted. I remember laying down on my longboard last October, looking at the night sky, on the roof of the Marine Drive Parkade. I told Alex, who was sitting on his board next to me, that the most important thing for me this year was my friends. In high school, I was so focused in everything that was American Eagle, volunteering, and politics. I’m glad that I’m coming out of this year with the closest friends a girl could ask for. They even read my blog without me forcing them. Guys, thank you.

I’m keeping true to most of the things I mentioned. I listened to some This American Life today, my acne isn’t as bad as it has been in the past, I am very happy with myself, I’ve shown lots of love, and I’ll always remember that if I’m not happy I will figure out why and I will change it.

Thank you Erica from the past, you rock. I’ll save that five dollars for something special.

Music Monday

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M.I.A. vs Vampire Weekend Giving Up The Sunshowers (The Hood Internet Remix)

We just got through Totem Park’s Final Epic Weekend. How epic was it? Girls shaving their heads for BC Children’s Hospital, WTFL Finals, Casino Night, Totem Formal, Bass Love Dance Party, Totem & Vanier Pool Party and a multi-level fort in Maegan & Megan’s room.

Casino Night rocked, not because of the creepy guy walking around who was supposed to be a magician, but because of the free photo booth. We took advantage.