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Well, this is it, the end of the line but the beginning of more journeys through novel reading and such. Although I dropped the ball with this course I still had a memorable experience and learned so many things with novel reading. More importantly, it gave me a newfound love for reading, and authors like Bolano, Cercas, Agualusa, and Fuentes really got me to be “romantic” with novels. Even though I wasn’t fully present physically and mentally most of the time, reading the books was always euphoric and I will definitely read all the other books that I did not choose throughout the summer.

I really didn’t know what to expect with this course, and I came in with no expectations but I was really wowed by the content and how deep we went into each and every single book.  This entire class was very meaningful as we got to talk about war, trauma, escape, and culture, and unravel them through word clouds, music, quotes, and discussion. History can always be found through Google searches and Wikipedia articles, but truly understanding firsthand and getting into the nitty-gritty really involves some creative literature in which romance studies have taught me.

The grading system was very unique and new and It really eased my consciousness knowing that  I can honestly focus on the learning and enjoying part without having to constantly worry about being perfect and going on those Redbull runs just to get a measly A+++. However, I was a victim of being complacent and I did take it for granted at times which severely cost me, but it is what it is at the end of the day.

Old Gringo has to be my favorite read as I’m just a sucker for a person’s last stand type beat. This novel really reminded of movie Logan, in which old man wolverine was in his last stand as he’s been through hell in his life and he keeps on fighting and dies on his own terms just like the main character in the Old Gringo.

Overall, I am truly excited to unravel more novels throughout my lifetime and pick out themes, compare them to other books, and to immerse myself with the truth, the fiction, and the meaning behind each novel.

My final question of the semester is did you thrive with this new grading system? Should it be implemented more so we can further emphasise on learning and understanding the course as a whole or is it still all about the GPA?

Live Long and Prosper,

Xyrus Ramos Aparri

War seems to be the common theme the last couple of weeks and it is no different as this story takes place during the Angolan Civil War. However, this book tries to find the best out of this horrible situation by creating a dreamlike landscape and beautiful imagery to make this situation a little tolerable for us readers and the characters involved. Daniel Benchimol just like Cercas was going through a big slump in his life with divorce, no job, and the constant horrors of his environment. However, Daniel took it one step further by completely utilizing the dream world entirely as his source of escape. The connections between his fantasy place and reality were really entertaining to read and the back and forth really got me invested, especially when Daniel’s daughter showed up. That entire turmoil throughout the novel gave way to many important themes that were correlated very well between both worlds. That theme I think involved the chaos and pain that the war produced, and it even was present in Daniel’s dreams as well. The theme of fear was also very present and it was the major driving force for Daniel and his friends to realize that ambitious dreamers and people who revolt and strive for change are fighting for the same cause in some way. Of course, that been said, it also took some disconnecting on both worlds as it felt like Daniel was constantly stuck in reality because of the daughter’s actions that his fantasy world becomes fuzzy and vice versa.

I was a huge fan of the dream concept here in this book as I consider myself a constant dreamer. Whether I sleep at night or daydream by day or when random ideas pop into my head, I just get caught up in my fantasy world. It is very beautiful and how Agualusa utilized that to further tell the history of the Angolan wars was a fresh take that kept me wanting to keep reading. It is quite difficult to want to go back in history especially if it was war-torn because most of the memories are horrendous and ugly. But how did Agualusa manage to share those brutal sides of history and incorporate them into a story of truth and fiction via the dreamworld is astonishing and amazing all around?

My question for this week is how do your dreams/daydreams connect with your everyday life? Are dreams all fantasy or are there hidden agendas?

Xyrus Ramos

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